nowthenafter

Training school for pilgrims destination is the temple at one's heart ~   विवेकचूडामणि teacher is adi shankaracharya tool is one's intellect ~  बुद्धि path is discrimination ~ सत्य मिथ्या practice ~  निर्विकल्प समधि

দিনের আলোতে সব কিছু ঠিক সকালের হাঁটাও তেমন কিছু দেরি নয়। কিন্তু চোখ কখনো পরিষ্কার নয় তবুও চলছি থেমে থেমে বোরো চক্কর নেবো না ছোট ? বড়োটাই নিলাম। দু তিন বার স্লিপার আটকে গেলো গড়িয়ে পড়লাম। এই প্রথম। আমার জীবনে। সবের প্রথম আছে পড়ার ও প্রথম আছে। কিছুক্ষন থেমে থেকে ভাবলাম বাড়ি এখনো কত দূর পারবো কি নিজে নিজে যেতে? দুজন দেখলো আমাকে মাটিতে পরে যেতে আর উঠে বসতে তারা আমাকে পাস্ কাটিয়ে চলে গেলো। আমি মনে মনে ধন্যবাদ দিলাম। বাড়ি এখনো অনেকদূর। রাস্তায় আরো দু একবার পথের পাশে বসলাম। এবার জেগে জেগে তুলাম পাথরটা ঝেড়ে পুছে রাখলাম সযত্নে। সব এর শেষ আছে । ভুলের শেষ আছে। এবার ঠিক। এটা ভুল হওয়া অসম্ভব। এটা আমি নেই সত্যের আলোয় ঝলমলে উজ্জ্বল জগৎ জাগে জাগে কল্পনায় নয়। আমার জগতের কোনো পূর্ব পরিচিতি নেই। চির  স্থির  অজানা 

this story i heard about six years back from not so learned sadhu but worth listening to. it has a message and moral for all learned who finds gita may not be adequate for some and needs elaboration or explanation. i recommend this story for all pundits presidents principals and maharajas at rkm since they are engaged in public teaching of vedanta ~ all of them indulging in mutilating thakur ramakrishna marble statue that they believe is living ~ with their gurumara vidya. a poor learned brahmin lived with his spouse in a cottage away from populace. brahmin would go for daily groceries from the society begging door to door; and on return. grihini would cook a meal for the day and they both would retire after eating the same. it is their daily routine without any interruption; they lived in everlasting peace and love. there was interruption oneday.  that day brahmin did not get any alms ~ not even a fistfull of rice. thinking of his waiting grihini, he was very sad at heart, he...

his father in law was auditor general of india and he lived in his palace in new friends colony in second floor. he was btech from kanpur iit and studied mba in some ivy league university. he was married to a beautiful woman and had two daughters and a son. he was very intelligent and would have a story with some deep meaning. i was there in delhi for couple days to rent a flat for bringing my family. i was staying in a hotel. yogesh invited me to a dinner at his place after office. i met his family. at the dinner table among his three children he started spinning a story from his life. there was a pin drop silence in the table none was looking but waiting for the end ~ it was about some incidence from his life ~ suddenly the eldest daughter interrupted him ~ such a long winded story was needed you could have told me not to waste food. we would some time go hunting for projects from prospective clients after the meeting he would analyze where possibly we went wrong. he was about 5 y...

One Ram currency printing machine Prints INR 1 million per day. 1000 machines will print INR 1 billion per day. INR 1 trillion in 1000 days i.e. 3 years. INR 5 trillion in 15 years. Aim is To print USD 5 trillion in 5 years! 1 USD = INR 75 ... niti udyog plan is to start home industry for printing INR currency. আর হাসিও না প্লিস আর হাসলে হাস্তে হাস্তে পেট ফেটে যাবে এক নম্বরি দু নম্বরি এখন নুতন টাকা রাম টাকা তিন নম্বরি https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSzdOobH1fw

does anyone know more than me what is bjp or rss? in my house i am not allowed to touch oven unless i feed milk to ganesh and living with that for 35 years ~ i married a bengali wearing a topor in wb and found out after marriage the entire in laws are rkm trained religious hindu ~ my ancestors came from east of bengal we only believed ourselves hindu but never practiced hindu; rather did not know how to be one ~ i eat salad now ~ i am abused by any name ~ negative anti socia l egoist idol hater bastard criminal fraud abnormal ... i learned all abuse and paid all taxes all expenses but not doing enough and worthless.... none knows more than me what to expect when hindutva is in power ... i am out numbered 1:3 religious minority... polls i never visited in life ... today i voted out always ~ i hate democracy ~ i preach and practice all human being has self right to be himself only and not impose; and rules must be in place to eliminate them who does ~ currently it is absent in india ...

ramakrishna started as assistant pujari but became head pujari at dakshineswar after his brother's death after his self realization he could not continue to be pujari at the temple the job went to hriday his brothers son hriday was very ambitious and wished to eliminate ramakrishna from high esteem he was already saddled day and night he would shadow ramakrishna to find some faults by which he could destroy his reputation and purity the situation was extreme according to ramakrishna he often stood at the edge of river ganga and stopped from suicide anyway due to his own mistaken greediness he was asked to leave without notice ramakrishna was mortally relieved from the imprisonment of hriday i am not in prison of india today but i live prisoner of my family and i am trying escape all my life from my in laws i have not been able to escape my family i am not dead but they are foremost wish is i am dead they believe i am sitting on some gold eggs one of course is quite v...

i spent lot of my time of my student nights with krishnan unni. he was two years senior to me and perpetually in debt. he was usually quiet. he had two more classmates iyengar and mohan. he was close to mohan but distant to iyengar. who later became my classmate and colleague for many years. iyengar was good at digital technology. i had my initial computer technology lessons from him. He gave me some assignments that he studied ~ utilities loader error routines bootstraps etc. they were brain teasers. I was successful in solving them and learnt intricacies of computer organizations and recursions and bit manipulations. mohan was a very quiet gentleman; however unni was bit aggressive. mohan and iyengar did not marry but unni married early when he was a research scholar; he was always in financial problems. it was habit with many residing in the hostel to consume cheap thrills marijuana country liquor etc. unni was always part of those parties. unni all of a sudden stopped smoking ma...

dalai lama advocates reason. but i am confused: which dalai lama is wealthy? who is respectable? even to thyself? the one who serves wealthy west ~ he learnt it from other lamas his teacher? begging as service the other who creates wealth ~ he was taught that by mao himself under apprentice for 18 months? work is worship he himself is confused if there is any need for another dalai lama ~ he practices begging 18 hours a day and performs kalchakra for anyone believing him to perform miracle that he himself failed to perform wheel of change in tibet ~ prosperous tibet and new lama is already trained with two ideals that buddha preached: ~ honesty is the best policy ~ work is worship alas dalai lama was successful in performing kalachakra for his host country india ~ the entire nation has become believer of voodoo yagna magic and miracle is this new? have not we witnessed successful failures in vivekananda in the past as he tried...

[a story as a child i read from satyajit's sandesh that haunts me to this day ~ i am living with it for all my life] it is very late hours past midnight ~ i am drawn to a place i do not know how i picked on it i wished desperately to live in wilderness away ~ truly retired and not in civilization i made my booking etc. via an old acquaintance ~ he too now retired ~ i used to know him in my college days 5 decades ago he often talks to me about far away places he spends days now ~ away from civilization among the greens of rain forest ... in the hills continuously pouring and occasional bright sunshines from nowhere revealing sparling new surroundings ........ winding road etched out from the side of the hills have started becoming familiar even in this darkness of past midnight without any lamp or lights .... i have been here before .... the sweeping head lights momentarily took me back six or more decades ago ~ i know this place .... i am pulled to this place af...