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all about https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Circle

i have a piece of thread. i join two ends. make it kink free and a circle using compass. i know radius and length of the thread. their relationship do not change. i know.

i open my eyes. i did not dream. i am not dreaming now. i am pondering what do i think of me. what was i yesterday? what i will be tomorrow. what i shall be after six month. my life expectancy is of  for two months. my sight expectancy is for twenty nine days. my listening expectancy is thirty five days. my touch sensitivity expectancy is 45 days. my digestive expectancy is three weeks..... i have already breathed last

i draw many circles around me. circles of happinesses with people i love and never see with people i don't love but see and feel. illusions.

center is what is the center? i know yet i do not know what i know can i predict illusion

গায়ে আমার পুলক লাগে চক্ষে ঘনায় ঘোর  ~ লাগলে লাগুক কিছু কি আমি করতে পারি এখন কখনো ~ জ্বালালে জ্বলতেই হয়

কে আমার কি করতে পারে ঘড়িটা কে চালায় সময়টা কে তৈরি করে ~ জানি

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