the art of willing

the art of willing or the art of non living

given that whatever i will that happens what i must i will. necessarily it has to be one and only one. if i wish to be immortal which most want to be. the reason of course one and only one. one's intelligence to see that surrounding is forever changing. although the constant being one ~ oneself. yet one does not mind changing world okay as long as it certain that i or oe seeing the same is present. not knowing however when the world may vanish altogether! it is practical to have the will to survive in case that happens!! every moment awake hence forward i must will to survive in case my world disappears. if in case i wish to be immortal.

is there any reason to be immortal? i am not sure i am intelligent! i know my idiocy is frankly lot more happiness and sensible in my ever changing world. frankly any will any moment is a great compulsion or imposition on me to be something. 

at this point i search my memory for immortals that exist in my world.

there are nine immortals, according to veda vyasa, who even writes or reads in all languages including that of blind deaf or paralyzed, and i allow them to vanish from my world before i too vanish. i will my mortality here and now.

i have already met the top of the list of immortals. if in case, i have not met anyone else.
https://www.quora.com/According-to-Indian-mythology-who-are-the-seven-immortals

1. Maharishi Ved Vyas wrote mahabharata ~ knowledge
2. Mahabali demon king now resident underground ~ strength
3. Markandeya ~ smallness ~ senseless idiot inferior
4. Lord Hanuman ~ devotion
5. Kripacharya ~ impartiality
6. Parashurama ~ learning
7. Vibhishana ~ rebel
8. Ashwathama ~ selfishness
9. Devapi ~ divine self

the nine genes essential and natural and must one be present in every earthling. multiple of them are not ruled out. immortals have to be living; where else if not in every human being!

Bhishma is among other stories on almost immortal. he could will his death whenever he wished. Since he willed to protect his father's progeny. He was partial in execution of his will. eventually it was very painful living and he willed his death. Another take from this story is his unwillingness to be immortals ~ any of the nine described above. he did not wish to be any of them!

i do not seek immortality. i do not will to live beyond this moment. i do not wish to know; not be strong; not be small; not be devoted; not be impartial; not be learning; not be rebelion; not be selfish; not be divine; yet i will happiness but happiness for each and everyone my world. I have created my world with many and i will everyone's happiness and their immortal life.

I must be very clear what i mean by my world. my world contains all excluding none and nothing inhabited from the beginning of time that include all times of any individual. my world includes all their worlds from their beginning of time. My world includes all world in future rational irrational imaginary real known unknown that can happen or not happen.

i will my end before this moment ends. it is no more a question no more a proof. i have to leave me this moment. never ever enter touch seen or heard ~ not allowed to enter no one's personal space and i have no personal space!