absorbing barrier
name numbers values and absorbing barriers ~ i am talking about and i have the license to talk. i also know my license is finite and my lips shall be sealed in matter of days and hours. i am running out.
absorbing barrier once i touch i am no more no incarnation forever absent
markov i am told imagined random walk where a gambler with finite money in the pocket gambles for ever in a gambling joint till there is no money to bet. without money a gambler is has no entry. it is a fair gambling joint if he bets x or 1 he either loses x or 1 else gains x or 1. until he has no money and his existence too vanishes in the joint.
my world is a gambling joint and i was born not knowing anything ~ what is my possession yet making a bet at every instance ~ unit of time ~ i am sure to vansh but how long would i live? i can't predict. i don't know after all what i possess. x=me, i don't know. every time i dig up my pocket i get 1 or nothing. if nothing then i exit.
absorbing barrier is the entry point of the gambling joint. I am generalizing for the sake of simplicity. It is exit point too. one enters the joint without knowledge. one does not know the numbers in his pocket ~ time value and ability to know the rules of the gamblings house and games. even, he cannot know much from experience in the joint. there is no way to be learned. Everything he would be receiving every moment loss or gain is his knowledge; to keep or forget away. only two possibilities allowed. He does not know. some knowledge called experience he keeps some he forgets. all are useless and superstitions; if one prefers to call that so.
it is storage of knowledge that makes his world. on that basis of his knowledge holdings his eyes opens and the joint is revealed to him; and he starts noticing. he reasons and tries to guess and makes plan for future moves future investments ~ how much to gamble and if then... of his holdings.
and he gambles and notices and remembers the outcomes. he is instantly rewarded with a changed perceptions of the gambling joint around him. this reward itself has two possibilities for him to invest or forget.
anything he does is gamble since he does not know and there is no way to know. Some disappear and some appear in the next moment. why he does not know?
this time he is curious and decides not use his knowledge even if he had been storing for future. he gambles and gambles everything he thinks he possess. he truly wants to find out the truth about himself. that is his possession. everytime he gambles; he puts up everything he believes to possess that is his entire perception at that moment. everytime he does this; he finds some more unnoticed possessions.
final reward is ~ deductively or inductively ~ there is no gambling joint ~ and so is one's possession.
is it the same limit for everyone noticed by me if they exist imagined by me in the gambling joint? is it universal? how can my world be universal unless .... unless there is no reason.
i do not know ~ i do not notice
i know ~ i notice
i am born blind and idiot and i cannot know
absorbing barrier once i touch i am no more no incarnation forever absent
markov i am told imagined random walk where a gambler with finite money in the pocket gambles for ever in a gambling joint till there is no money to bet. without money a gambler is has no entry. it is a fair gambling joint if he bets x or 1 he either loses x or 1 else gains x or 1. until he has no money and his existence too vanishes in the joint.
my world is a gambling joint and i was born not knowing anything ~ what is my possession yet making a bet at every instance ~ unit of time ~ i am sure to vansh but how long would i live? i can't predict. i don't know after all what i possess. x=me, i don't know. every time i dig up my pocket i get 1 or nothing. if nothing then i exit.
absorbing barrier is the entry point of the gambling joint. I am generalizing for the sake of simplicity. It is exit point too. one enters the joint without knowledge. one does not know the numbers in his pocket ~ time value and ability to know the rules of the gamblings house and games. even, he cannot know much from experience in the joint. there is no way to be learned. Everything he would be receiving every moment loss or gain is his knowledge; to keep or forget away. only two possibilities allowed. He does not know. some knowledge called experience he keeps some he forgets. all are useless and superstitions; if one prefers to call that so.
it is storage of knowledge that makes his world. on that basis of his knowledge holdings his eyes opens and the joint is revealed to him; and he starts noticing. he reasons and tries to guess and makes plan for future moves future investments ~ how much to gamble and if then... of his holdings.
and he gambles and notices and remembers the outcomes. he is instantly rewarded with a changed perceptions of the gambling joint around him. this reward itself has two possibilities for him to invest or forget.
anything he does is gamble since he does not know and there is no way to know. Some disappear and some appear in the next moment. why he does not know?
this time he is curious and decides not use his knowledge even if he had been storing for future. he gambles and gambles everything he thinks he possess. he truly wants to find out the truth about himself. that is his possession. everytime he gambles; he puts up everything he believes to possess that is his entire perception at that moment. everytime he does this; he finds some more unnoticed possessions.
final reward is ~ deductively or inductively ~ there is no gambling joint ~ and so is one's possession.
is it the same limit for everyone noticed by me if they exist imagined by me in the gambling joint? is it universal? how can my world be universal unless .... unless there is no reason.
i do not know ~ i do not notice
i know ~ i notice
i am born blind and idiot and i cannot know
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