iamwhatiam

i am very sad today. i went to library to collect my Koestler and Hagars but it was closed. i was informed by a fellow visitor. i asked why? what time or day is today? he said it is past 6 pm and friday. i am sad. more so my beautiful friend of extraordinary beauty and playmate will not laugh and greet me showing inside of her mouth showing toothless gums tomorrow morning waking me up! i have to wait three sleepless nights!

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i am 101% insane. i did not get this from my bengali origin. and its origin is not that of insanity from ramakrishna who used to feed kali idol for the sake of his paid priest job. his insanity got cured but then he lost his priest job since he was no more insane.
my insanity is from the spread of extremely potent internet virus by microsoft yahoo amazon google facebook books films etc. this virus infected my mind and they travel 1000 miles or even 100 years in second. there is no filter or cure known for my insanity. they even go to the extent to make your internet access free and also give you a free phone. books and films and video free.
unless you are already insane never read me ~ i am teaching insanity 101 about 50 years now. i have not been able to create even one who could fly fully clothed or roam naked like me in public. i do such things before witnesses anytime anywhere. recently i was asked when did i hallucinate last by my insurance nurse at my home. i kept quiet since i was hallucinating right then and i did not wish to break my spell.
trust me i never lie i fear fear i am lost i ask where is me always
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