sex is a taboo subject for me
i do not ever discuss sex with anyone including my spouse.
i have touched no woman after my marriage.
if any one accusing me about sex he or she must take lie detecting test to prove his or her accusation; and i too shall be taking lie detecting test to prove my innocence.
About the matter of who converses with whom and how long must be established from phone records. one who is claiming knowledge converses 24 x 7 x 365 with any number of people and scheming. the same person bought a house in kolkata and maintains accounts in kolkata. she has threatened me many times that she is going to throw me out of my house. she discusses sexes with her children openly and makes references to my parental relationship and my relationship with my parents and any number of my elders with direct knowledge.
i did not get married without even knowing her name or seeing her photo or talking to her. she was 30 years old. how can i be responsible for her marriage.
i alone have to do what only can do and no other can do that for me. until i am dead i refute any accusation and do not defend.
i prefer my death to defend.
if i am incapable to face my problem then who is going to face it for me.
if i cannot solve my problem who is going to solve it for me.
if i cannot prove my innocence who is going to prove it for me.
if i am not guilty why should i prove me not guilty just because somebody accuses me. i must see the prove before I respond. i am not obligated to respond to any accusation even if made under oath. i must not if i am innocent.
i am my witness and nobody else can ever be my witness.
we do not have any certificate of marriage that we need a certificate of divorce. if she wish to marry anyone she can marry and i have no objection nor can i object. i cannot break my marriage. i do not know how to do that. i cannot travel back in time.
till now i have not talked sex with another person in my life including my spouse. if she has to stick any allegation of that she has to prove herself. if she wants to prove that i touched another woman after my marriage then she has to prove that herself and find another woman. i cannot do that.
i have touched no woman after my marriage.
if any one accusing me about sex he or she must take lie detecting test to prove his or her accusation; and i too shall be taking lie detecting test to prove my innocence.
About the matter of who converses with whom and how long must be established from phone records. one who is claiming knowledge converses 24 x 7 x 365 with any number of people and scheming. the same person bought a house in kolkata and maintains accounts in kolkata. she has threatened me many times that she is going to throw me out of my house. she discusses sexes with her children openly and makes references to my parental relationship and my relationship with my parents and any number of my elders with direct knowledge.
i did not get married without even knowing her name or seeing her photo or talking to her. she was 30 years old. how can i be responsible for her marriage.
i alone have to do what only can do and no other can do that for me. until i am dead i refute any accusation and do not defend.
i prefer my death to defend.
if i am incapable to face my problem then who is going to face it for me.
if i cannot solve my problem who is going to solve it for me.
if i cannot prove my innocence who is going to prove it for me.
if i am not guilty why should i prove me not guilty just because somebody accuses me. i must see the prove before I respond. i am not obligated to respond to any accusation even if made under oath. i must not if i am innocent.
i am my witness and nobody else can ever be my witness.
we do not have any certificate of marriage that we need a certificate of divorce. if she wish to marry anyone she can marry and i have no objection nor can i object. i cannot break my marriage. i do not know how to do that. i cannot travel back in time.
till now i have not talked sex with another person in my life including my spouse. if she has to stick any allegation of that she has to prove herself. if she wants to prove that i touched another woman after my marriage then she has to prove that herself and find another woman. i cannot do that.
god is perfect and always knowing and the world is perfect and cannot be better or worse ~ impossible
না দেখলেও চলবে না পড়লেও চলবে না শুনলেও চলবে কিন্তু সময় ফেলবার উপায় নেই। সবটুকু চেটেই খেতে হবে না পছন্দ হলেও। বমি হলেও । বমি টাও । আমাকেও। কিছু ফেলা চলবে না।।
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