resident of magic carpet
i wished to write about my residence on magic carpet ~ above the carpet is my world of illusion
two familiar topics for me ~ money and numbers
my amazement of computer technology by itself ~ a magic carpet that infallibly continues to delude me about numbers days after days as if they are true
any number of computers made out of silicon chip would calculate a trillion times arithmetics i shall accept without doubt and i shall not ever verify
then one day nothing works
entire faith is broken
without doubt i would accept 257**193 + 1 has no factor; or if calculated is right at every digit everytime it is expressed in any system binary or decimal; and i accept even without even checking
while i know about my own inability to multiply without error two decimal numbers of say only 7 decimal digits
my faith must i say
i have no faith in me but i have faith in any computer made anywhere in the world including india
don't i know so very well no numbers are ever true - 1 2 3 or infinity ~ all riding back on a number that can never exist and we have made the falsehood called zero - 0 to start magic ink written stories of numbers ~ billions trillions and their owners ....
i am bluffing none but me with numbers and they don't exist
Money and my amazement of money ~ the magic carpet woven out of my perceived necessities; and they too do not exist
i imagine a group in amazon dense forest living with everything they need and what
they don't even know ~ money
they have all they need ~ fire water food clothes all collected from the wild free and no currency
but preserved - a pond an oven furs and skins fruits vegetables meat cooked utensils made from wood horns stones or whatever
money they don't know nor they need
they decide to be parts ~ two families
one has some and the other has rest
both separately like to prosper and innovate
once in a while they would like to meet each and other and show off their wares ~ better fire better water better food better clothes
they exchange this for that
no need for money yet
price is quantity
demand is curiosity
supply is what both have
and there is no surplus
they imagine one new necessity same as others ~ iou that both signs
ious are pending exchanges when one need do no exchange
money are of two kinds with respect to each community
their respective tools for future exchange
they did not keep trace of exchanges that they were not needed and they both needed to reconcile
all these over and above all that they needed to do always
produce and exchange
numbers of such community with this generalization of creating money for each
the exchanges are n square variety of trace of exchanges over time
it is all over and above
n communities are producing
dreams over dreams over dreams
all above the magic carpet
necessities there is not met by no single individual
necessities one was not aware till one placed oneself on the magic carpet in the imagined group of similar to oneself
who is the creator of magic carpet of number that further has societies of necessities
do i know the creator
does the creator has any necessity residing below the magic carpet
can any happening be expected unless that originates from below the carpet
is there any even a moment above the magic carpet
is it possible for even a blade of grass to exist in the just perceived ब्रिहदअरन्यक with history future time and now
who is the author of this entire non-existing falsehood
what can i possibly expect from the author
is there anything predictable remotely possible in an empty space
unbounded unlimited
can i with my effort drag myself below the magic carpet without necessity
who but me can blind me
i blind my eyes
no necessity again
enough flying never again in my senses
i burn my carpet and the abandon the site never to visit again
i escape forever
never am i going to visit again for no reason
distance i must be distant
before time after time
চাই না জানি না বুঝি না শুনি না দেখি না বলি না নড়ি না উঠি না লিখি না প্রশ্ন না বাঁচি না
কোনো দরকার নেই কোনো সম্পর্ক নেই
আমার কোনো জগৎ নেই আমি নেই
two familiar topics for me ~ money and numbers
my amazement of computer technology by itself ~ a magic carpet that infallibly continues to delude me about numbers days after days as if they are true
any number of computers made out of silicon chip would calculate a trillion times arithmetics i shall accept without doubt and i shall not ever verify
then one day nothing works
entire faith is broken
without doubt i would accept 257**193 + 1 has no factor; or if calculated is right at every digit everytime it is expressed in any system binary or decimal; and i accept even without even checking
while i know about my own inability to multiply without error two decimal numbers of say only 7 decimal digits
my faith must i say
i have no faith in me but i have faith in any computer made anywhere in the world including india
don't i know so very well no numbers are ever true - 1 2 3 or infinity ~ all riding back on a number that can never exist and we have made the falsehood called zero - 0 to start magic ink written stories of numbers ~ billions trillions and their owners ....
i am bluffing none but me with numbers and they don't exist
Money and my amazement of money ~ the magic carpet woven out of my perceived necessities; and they too do not exist
i imagine a group in amazon dense forest living with everything they need and what
they don't even know ~ money
they have all they need ~ fire water food clothes all collected from the wild free and no currency
but preserved - a pond an oven furs and skins fruits vegetables meat cooked utensils made from wood horns stones or whatever
money they don't know nor they need
they decide to be parts ~ two families
one has some and the other has rest
both separately like to prosper and innovate
once in a while they would like to meet each and other and show off their wares ~ better fire better water better food better clothes
they exchange this for that
no need for money yet
price is quantity
demand is curiosity
supply is what both have
and there is no surplus
they imagine one new necessity same as others ~ iou that both signs
ious are pending exchanges when one need do no exchange
money are of two kinds with respect to each community
their respective tools for future exchange
they did not keep trace of exchanges that they were not needed and they both needed to reconcile
all these over and above all that they needed to do always
produce and exchange
numbers of such community with this generalization of creating money for each
the exchanges are n square variety of trace of exchanges over time
it is all over and above
n communities are producing
dreams over dreams over dreams
all above the magic carpet
necessities there is not met by no single individual
necessities one was not aware till one placed oneself on the magic carpet in the imagined group of similar to oneself
who is the creator of magic carpet of number that further has societies of necessities
do i know the creator
does the creator has any necessity residing below the magic carpet
can any happening be expected unless that originates from below the carpet
is there any even a moment above the magic carpet
is it possible for even a blade of grass to exist in the just perceived ब्रिहदअरन्यक with history future time and now
who is the author of this entire non-existing falsehood
what can i possibly expect from the author
is there anything predictable remotely possible in an empty space
unbounded unlimited
can i with my effort drag myself below the magic carpet without necessity
who but me can blind me
i blind my eyes
no necessity again
enough flying never again in my senses
i burn my carpet and the abandon the site never to visit again
i escape forever
never am i going to visit again for no reason
distance i must be distant
before time after time
চাই না জানি না বুঝি না শুনি না দেখি না বলি না নড়ি না উঠি না লিখি না প্রশ্ন না বাঁচি না
কোনো দরকার নেই কোনো সম্পর্ক নেই
আমার কোনো জগৎ নেই আমি নেই
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