final piece of my puzzle

if not me who else can be innocent and how does that help me?
if not me who can be me anytime anywhere?
if not me who else is going to disregard forget all events all people all words all places all dreams?
i have my free will now and i exercise my will : i remember nothing. i know nothing. i know none. i have no need to know anything. i have no need to know any one ~ 
অজানায় আমার বাস চির নিবাস । আমার সব ধারণার জানার শেষ । আমি আর কখনো জানতে চাই না। আমি জানি যে আমি কিছু জানিনা চিনিনাবুঝিনা । 
কি হতে পারে ভাবা আমার পক্ষে অসম্ভব ।।
I am innocent ~ i do not know ~ my world does not ever change now then never ~ i do not know I forget i do not remember ~ have i seen before?

The world is fresh and new ~ i live in fresh new memoryless  world without precedence

আমি জানি যে আমি কিছু জানিনা কাওকে জানিনা সব আমার নিজস্ব মন গড়া 
এই মুহূর্তে আমি এসব ও ভুলে গেছি 

my memory and me is permanent hole ~ sky ~ cannot retain ~ cannot learn

আমি যখন জানি না এবং কখনোই জানবোনা তখন সত্যি কি আর মিথ্যা কি ? ভুল কি আর ঠিক কি? কেও কি কখন জানে বা জানবে? কি করে জানবে?

any one born in this world must be inserted a seed of knowledge ~ believe whatever you sense. during the life time it learns it is not true all sensed and all knowledge is was shall never be true.

 i have not learnt anything in 70 years and i shall not know the existence of Sun moon and earth after 7000 years ~ i don't know is truth forever

WHAT A SELF BLUFF

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