i am not creator i have my bias

tapan das sarkar
i don't know where he is and what he is
for a brief period he was at isi and in mstat stream but frequent visitor in hostel but i never seen him in class
he was very mysterious boy casanova of some sort
i do not remember if he graduated or not
he perhaps had an elder brother and father living but no mother
he studied in some rkm school
he was poker faced soft spoken and confidential
i found no merit in him to be associated with him although i was also very casual about my studies
but he was sort of hero to some of his batchmates - asit and proloy

suddenly one day he appeared very dried up and he called on me
it was a long story and very fascinating
he was having affairs with two sisters at the same time
and he was found out and driven out by both
he had a nervous breakdown and put in an asylum
he tried to get out but severely beaten and driven back among the inmates
he tried to tell that he is normal and educated and claimed himself mstat
the inmate informed him that he was doctorate
asylum did not give food and did not have toilet
after about two weeks he was released
he regretted that he did not ever took heed of me and my advices and bringing ruin to himself

i did not take him seriously
he is clever in a different sort of way
i had no idea what he was doing for several years
after two years at org i was able to get a job for raghu
raghu had some essential academic training to be successful

oneday raghu came with tapan das sarkar in baroda
he was then living with naresh
naresh is very decent character and devoted family man then was unmarried
raghu tried to get him a job in org but did not succeed
tapan started living with ragu and naresh and got into depression
burning vessels and food trying to cook
raghu bought tapan a ticket to calcutta and boarded him in a train

i never heard from him ~ i am not creator i have my bias

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