reverse logic

logic is a tool to create my world and i have used it extensively
further i was very convinced my construction steadfast faith in logic
there few only rules that of negation induction and deduction
however basis of logic where i can apply my rules are entirely my hypothesis and they are never true
as a result i have my world where all is true and false at the same time

however the home has very assumption ~ it cannot be without love
what is my idea of love ~ my mother who was constantly present who provided everything for me
i did not have to ask
i had no ability to recognize my need

now i have the same faith this world is my mother
no woman in this world going to fulfil what my mother provided for me
i cannot expect that from anyone
i wish i did not grew up an adult where everyone i meet is seeking from me and i cannot seek

i wrongly or erroneously constructed my world assuming love but the world does not have any love anywhere
stealing robbing cheating grabbing ....
everyone out there grabber and not giver
anyone would steal your home to make oneself a home and throw you out of your home

we have war
we have xism to make home creation is easy for x and difficult for y z ...
x makes y z.. slave for whole life giving them hope someday they shall have their home
y z ...  put into a boat pushed into wilderness with a piece of meat to die alone like eskimo

is this world - my world created by me assuming love that no longer exists

definitely i cannot assume
instead i can give love if any come seeking
i am fortunately in possession of continuous source of love
as long as world is
and i have no need for the same ~ love
world cannot exist without me

i exist without world  

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