my home

meaning of words that i know derives from what it is not and property or dharma it is referring to

good is not bad ~ desirability
normal is not sick ~ ability
hot is not cold ~ temperature

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<dharma>
that makes an object perceptible to my senses
<karma>
my aim is not to perceive of any object from my world
my aim is not to associate with my world
my aim ~ not to search
my aim ~ not to understand any word
my aim ~ no memory ~ unable to remember even after physically and mentally harmed
my aim ~ no need no asking no waiting
my aim ~ no feeling no discovery no recognition no past

I am home.i can never do wrong. 
i can never leave home. i have all. i have no need. i am no longer available outside my home.

although i truly don't know and all that i think is superficial there is no way to find out what i know is fact. always they are my assumptions conveniently used to create an impression of hard work. 

however i know something for sure. my world is entirely controlled from my home. not a leaf can shuffle in breeze unless it is accomplished from my home. there is no science and technology that exist outside my home that is produced in my home. all the movement and changes that i notice, is driven from my home.

nothing ever can go wrong in my world. my world is the perfect and he only perfect. the perfect means my world. all my imaginations are imaginations and never real.

no matter what is my feeling there is no relief for me ~ only option is to feel my feelings. floating as i am i can do nothing about the waves or sharks.

i can do nothing about my action either ~ i am merely ornamental or cosmetic ~ functionless.