doormat

i am the doormat of my world; i am the only doormat; my responsibility is to clean everyone's feet to keep my world clean and purified.

i am designed so and my purpose of living is so. i have to remain where I am, outside my world and keep my world free and clean for living and inhabitation.

doormat does not talk and has no feeling and cannot quit. I cannot join and be part of my world.

i am always outside my world. i am not honorable in my world. my thirst ~ i have to live with my thirst and burning desires now and always

i am doormat and remain doormat always outside my world and would not know what is happening in my own world ~ none know of me and shall know me

i do not like to be regarded as doormat but i must do the impossible accept without any show

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