পদার্থ

পদার্থ

matter is entirely my composition
and being so, all the destructive matter like bow and arrow gun and cannon bomb and dynamites are meant to hurt me and me alone

am i writing this for me or somebody else
certainly for everybody including those who have not ever gone to any place that i have visited in my life or books have read and would not understand what i am saying

i am hyper hyper sensitive
all is meant for me exclusively
i alone am responsible for creating such atmosphere

me of course
how could any know but me about the palace i am constructing to inhabit
that i call my world

talking about matter i am talking about money since money matters to me
it helps me to carry a plastic that i can use in any place to feed myself treat myself and shelter myself against all the enemies i have created myself in my world and avail myself best of comforts from inhabitants of my world

money matters

now i am worried
i must be accumulating the same but on the other hand i am losing the same and stay within its availability limit
and i can't
my taxi meter is always climbing
my taxi is my world i am riding
i must be breathing and imagining and that needs fuel ~ money
it is a device i thought of long ago in my childhood
in the same childhood i learnt that it cannot be defended as mine

i went with a quarter to buy some grocery to a neighborhood store
arrived at the same time with another boy with a dime
an old man shopkeeper who forgot who gave what and asked us
the boy said that the quarter was his and i could not defend
he made way with his purchase and i could not make mine

it is called smartness and it is taught in universities to create smartness out of idiots of my world
smarts make many billions times more than me
the inventor of money and practitioner of money

I am hopeless yet not so
i now invent something called happiness that money cannot buy
and it is only available to those who does not have money but have something else
honesty or idiocy
as regarded by smarts of my world
they truly labor to give the value for money if that is normally used for transaction

i went for an interview in a organization D Square at chennai
i was not selected for two reasons
one i tried to project myself as honest
two they required someone who was smart
their hr manager was trying to convince me the brightness of krishna who made jayadratha come out from hiding by creating an illusion of sunset
they are looking to find a magician an illusionist

thereafter i have found many a magicians in my life and organizations
and they are great corporations today
apple google facebook microsoft ....

and something happened alongside ... they are today headed by krishnas from india ... illusionists and magicians
usa as a country now struggling to remain on feet
30% of many metropolis in usa are drug addicts
dangerous place for abnormal human being idiots or honest to live in
honests are mere minority 12% perhaps
who still try to give worth of what they are paid

it was trump's words that xi told him
in china they don't have this problem they shoot drug peddlers
smarts

age matters ~ younger uneducated ... are positive qualities sought after in usa

smartness is immaterial অপদার্থ
smartness breeds smartness মিথ্যা

krishna being smart made a community where all is smart and far smarter than krishna himself

smart is false
false ~~ those with education knows ~ is worthless
because you can prove or predict anything assuming false premise
what is concluded may be true or false
if true it is for wrong reason obviously
prediction coming true does not prove your premise is right
truth is totally independent of false

in my world false is worth ~~ many billion time ~ while

it is fake supply
it is fake demand
it is fake price
it is fake relationship
it is fake theory
money is fake

all economic theories have thus been successful in making rich richer than its nation
maintaining adequate supply of poor
hungry without meal and surviving selling blood and body


rule of deduction or induction
logic is applicable on assumption
but there is no assumption
we have no option
no assumption must be made even out jest

we must be idiot and remain so all our life

gone are days of thomas alva edison or a g bell
now we have high school dropouts as genius
our business principle is mass stealing and mass marketing
and vehicle of business prosperity is addiction and drug peddling

what is the future of my world

not the smart ones but the idiots
মাটির মানুষ

the greatest writing were done in india of my world and thousands of years BC
ramayana and mahabharata
they preserve and produce billions idiots in all times listening to these stories
past present and future of my world
survive thus thrive on lies
all always lies


i wish i do not have brain

কোনো কল্পনাই ভালো লাগেনা
সত্যি যখন আমি মিথ্যা যখন আমার কল্পনা
কত কাল যে বাঁচতে হবে কে জানে
ততক্ষণই চোলবে আমার ভাবনা আর আমার হওয়া
কোনো বাধ্যতা আছে যে আমাকে হতেই হবে

of course i do know something that i never knew that i am and silent

গাছেরা ও কি ভাবে
পাঁচ হাজার বছর পরে বট গাছ কি ভাবে
আর কত দিন আর কত রাত্রি আর কত ঋতু আর কত কাল
আর কত দেখা আর কত শোনা
আর কত বাঁচা কেন বাঁচা ......

does banyan tree after thousands years know that it is moving always and talking to generations and incapable of stopping and be absent or silent


মায়া ~ all lies ~ believe or not

I have not much believe in me. 

I believe in trump einstein ram mandir ghost saibaba ...

I don't believe that my money will not run-out before my death

i cannot get further involved with my beliefs ~ enough is enough