time machine

i have been living in fantasy as far back i remember
my fantasy is me a super human which now i know i am
my fantasy is about technology not seen so far
however some technology not dreamt by you is available today were not unthinkable then
the communication network that grew all over the earth surface eliminated all need for wire connection

i was very attracted to fantasy of time travel and realities that exist and cannot disappear
time is 4th dimension and one can travel in any direction and then from that time point in any direction in the 3D space coordinates.
i can complicate my life thinking of rentals available in that time period for space travel
in person my body and mind that can be transport to that time
or the machine is me

all these is easy if i am able to imagine me absolute
that is time invariant
independent of whatever reality is in existence in any time absolute or relative
such realities cannot keep my engaged with excitement of fantasy
where i in time i am respected and valued among people of that time
i travel in time elevator to waiting crowd and hold my and their attention and i have cargo of materials from different time to do business

this fantasy no longer is exciting
outside my house i am told that the arctic wind is unloading chills -60 fahrenheit
i have not tasted outside for days now
over wireless i am witnessing people and their events
and while i am writing this and i believe it shall not be even read by me when i am traveling in time
willingly or unwillingly

i belong to my room confined
however there is existence of people outside my room
and their existence come to my notice in many ways
email phone call and news
i engage with them for my passing time
they are my activities
and they vanish without trace as soon as i am done






   

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