tibet

I am back to tibet

manasarovar and kailash
gathering the glimpse of infinity from words and photos
i cannot undertake travels anymore
that longing to see the electrifying presence of absence
i no longer long

i is my solo journey to infinity
meru sumeru kailash the silver thread hangs atop pyramid of kailash within reach
touching it one is sucked into heaven
automatic entry into heaven
reality the only real no words only presence permanente

no mind no reflection
no consciousness no subconsciousness no unconsciousness
no matter no world

sadhus sit on the shore of manasarovar looking at pyramid of kailash forgets their world
memories mind never ever to return
to finite

one can see through absolute clear water of manasarovar
many colored pebbles dazzling
and one is no more desirous of fetching any of them
gems though many yet finite

long long ago
as a child i used to dream of baits hanging from heaven with objects of my desire
later after grown some more years
i used to dream up exercises of jumping and springing to heaven and float in the ether of infinity of heave as i please
and show off to those who have not able to conquer gravity
this is my favorite dream even now
my superior accomplishment to my inferior being

i am uniquely romantic
just like ahangar