illusion

I certainly live in a very bad world ~ all the meanings of bad is true in my world

as a child i learnt not to use fowl language and did not mix intimately with those who are in the pursuit of selfish purpose

i learnt at a very childhood as soon as i learnt to follow stories that had some deep meanings and persuaded me thereafter to avoid casual pursuit of pleasure

as a young man i wished for relationship of opposite sex but never indulged beyond casual acquaintances

with my marriage i came to know another family but they failed all my expectations

i avoided them and i do till today

one reason stayed with me all the while with me if i know the difference between bad and good
then no reason is enough for me to be bad and compromise with bad people

no reason is enough

slowly i learnt something that is unbelievable yet true
all is illusion
it truly does not matter what you see or do or think or talk

but it matters for me

I need never compromise
no reason is enough for me to compromise
instead I just avoid bad without compromise
everything is automatically taken care of
if only i am silent and absent and not reciprocate

the benefit of all being false without exception
not even true for a moment
and i do not ever need compromise with anyone or anything in my world

i am unbounded free alone and me