my professional future

my professional future is under cloud.

those people who are talking to me day in and out and promising me assignment are worth taking seriously.

stocks are not doing well despite current fed thinks unless they meddle with interest rate we shall have inflation glut of money and not much produce 

internet toys and drug peddlers are not selling much

i am retired and not have much needs 

i hardly have longing to possess

and no inclination to travel to see people or places

I am quite reached the limit on new

all is the same wine in same bottle

world is not an attraction any more

yesterday i had an interview with ibm and they were interviewing me for a software developer role

I was surprised

I told them I do enjoy programming

it still thrills me

but all thrills shall go when I am going to develop something as per your design direction or guidance

I am 40 years plus hands on architect

I misty eyed with expectation look forward to build a sunroom where I can be under gloomy sky like today warm and doing nothing 

meddling with color and canvass 

I need lot of free time with me

I have already told my limits with at least ten employers

I cannot do more than 50% travel

prefer 0-40% atmost

most wish to venture into big data machine learning

i do not speak their language

all are engaged in engineering solution

neither data analysis or creating intelligence

does genius ever born in a drug pedlar's home

no denying they too have exceptional intelligence of tapeworm

no wonder ramayana mahabharata remain relevant after 3000 years

we are ancient as ancients were in their time