লোক মুক্ত জগৎ

What they mean really?

ইহলোক পরলোক স্বর্গলোক মর্ত্যলোকে যমলোক

All these world are inhabited with people of all kind but there is not two different kinds of people. In this world, iholok, you only see living. By now one knows how horrible to live here. One has to think every moment and save oneself from ruin all the time.

Why?

Why nothing can be done about it? Freedom is not there. My childhood time was definitely not like this. Days after days I returned home before dark.  But i did not think that a restriction. I was not a person then. Now I am. I do not want to be surrounded by people. As soon as I became a person I started living among people. They just came into being all of a sudden. I wish to be not among people.

Do I need people to live for any reason say happiness?

None can help me. No people. There is no option to clean my world of people.

Without option my world is devoid of people. my real world has no inhabitants not even me. This my present world.

What really is my afterworld?

I wish I knew.

right now i wish to be without people. I have already seen my inability. even if i cannot be, i must be silent even in the midst of them.

I have nothing to communicate. but i cannot stop. i keep writing.