unforgettable

i have an address now that i have been searching for my life

i learnt very early in my life before i started even reading that i needed a permanent address and unforgettable one

i learned to look at the sky and listen to stories of dhruva
dhruva found his address and is pole star now used by human to find their location

i have been consistently chased by a dream very unnerving one
i often woke up sweating
i am looking for my that i cannot find
lost hopelessly in isolation without clue and none anywhere can help

i needed to end my search and did not wish to search again
i am home
i can never be away from home or lost
independent of time location coordinate unknown

my neck eyes body memories are not my fixed location
nor i need determine my location with the help of people or pole star
whole world revolve around including my memory body sense mind knowledge relations intellect
i am the and fixed point
it is not planet sun or universe

i make all move around me
i cannot move
i create silence
i populate space
i empty space

i have none and nothing to look for
i cannot move a nano millimeter a nano second in no direction in no coordinate in no system
i am not imaginative enough
surely enough i am the only fixed point unchanging ever in my ever changing world

absolute

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