how long I stay insensitive
I have turned my attention away from me and my world and supposed to be insensitive to whatever going on in my world.
I am riding a boat without destination. am I? do i have a choice?
I tried to keep my boat steady before i switched my attention toi in total control and only law of my universe. no more wishing otherwise. i cannot turn my head any longer. not in this life. not in any life.
unfortunately my boat is rocked and rocking hard. my investment is same as what had been before in 2017. my mortgage interest has increased by 2% courtesy the great economist astrologers who predict inflation and money availability in market to stop unexpected crash in stock market. and that is happening. their mantra in song song voices does no tuning of stock market.
i do not regret this happening more than 2 years back saying internet toy manufacturer are rotten boat that can never stabilize us economy. they are bunch of thieves. no wonder they are headed by geedy indians corrupted to the core and mask face of wealthy american unbelievably rich with public money supported by those who run the government.
i had lost total trust in google apple amazon facebook ibm yahoo or microsoft and stay away from them but my investment is indirectly perhaps routed to them by my investment manager vanguard. I have lost 20K in last few days. had I directly involved in investing in them comparatively by now i would have lost 40k. I could predict the weather but could not save my from wipe out.
I am reconsidering my option to be sensitive instead of insensitive. whenever again i recover my 20k lost. i shall liquidate and do not invest. i buy only when it reaches bottom. i of course do not play with stock but play with vanguard. i may complicate my life further and invest in savings bank my liquidated amount when I am withdrawn my investment from vanguard.
what about earning while idling at home. well I have had about 50 interviews in this year alone. I earned for about two months. why did not 48 interviews result in earning. On an average I wasted 5 interviews for every service providers who contacted me. I realize that they do not really have assignment. they are keeping themselves busy hoping things are going to change soon.
but when. not perceptibly soon. corporations who spends on rebuilding their software are not jumping on cloud infrastructure. truly. only making very low investment and assessing results. service providers are incapable of producing any result with mere 5% or less having skills required to code in any language, they cannot undertake any assignment promising or producing result in new technology.
it is unbelievable but true there is hunt for persons using old technology like mainframe. rate is half of that of with new technology. mainframe is only earning for ibm. microsoft themselves shutdown their windows to concentrate in cloud.
very sad days ahead for service providers based out of India.
even when i jump out of the boat in fear how do i sink? am i not boat or home?
ghost storm cannot puncture me nor destroy my home without roof and walls.
Interestingly I visited universal studio in LA. I was in a bus that created a presumed prehistoric jungle with dinosaurs attacking the bus and rocking it and spitting. illusions. birth is illusion death is illusion time is illusion.
I am riding a boat without destination. am I? do i have a choice?
I tried to keep my boat steady before i switched my attention to
unfortunately my boat is rocked and rocking hard. my investment is same as what had been before in 2017. my mortgage interest has increased by 2% courtesy the great economist astrologers who predict inflation and money availability in market to stop unexpected crash in stock market. and that is happening. their mantra in song song voices does no tuning of stock market.
i do not regret this happening more than 2 years back saying internet toy manufacturer are rotten boat that can never stabilize us economy. they are bunch of thieves. no wonder they are headed by geedy indians corrupted to the core and mask face of wealthy american unbelievably rich with public money supported by those who run the government.
i had lost total trust in google apple amazon facebook ibm yahoo or microsoft and stay away from them but my investment is indirectly perhaps routed to them by my investment manager vanguard. I have lost 20K in last few days. had I directly involved in investing in them comparatively by now i would have lost 40k. I could predict the weather but could not save my from wipe out.
I am reconsidering my option to be sensitive instead of insensitive. whenever again i recover my 20k lost. i shall liquidate and do not invest. i buy only when it reaches bottom. i of course do not play with stock but play with vanguard. i may complicate my life further and invest in savings bank my liquidated amount when I am withdrawn my investment from vanguard.
what about earning while idling at home. well I have had about 50 interviews in this year alone. I earned for about two months. why did not 48 interviews result in earning. On an average I wasted 5 interviews for every service providers who contacted me. I realize that they do not really have assignment. they are keeping themselves busy hoping things are going to change soon.
but when. not perceptibly soon. corporations who spends on rebuilding their software are not jumping on cloud infrastructure. truly. only making very low investment and assessing results. service providers are incapable of producing any result with mere 5% or less having skills required to code in any language, they cannot undertake any assignment promising or producing result in new technology.
it is unbelievable but true there is hunt for persons using old technology like mainframe. rate is half of that of with new technology. mainframe is only earning for ibm. microsoft themselves shutdown their windows to concentrate in cloud.
very sad days ahead for service providers based out of India.
even when i jump out of the boat in fear how do i sink? am i not boat or home?
ghost storm cannot puncture me nor destroy my home without roof and walls.
Interestingly I visited universal studio in LA. I was in a bus that created a presumed prehistoric jungle with dinosaurs attacking the bus and rocking it and spitting. illusions. birth is illusion death is illusion time is illusion.
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