সেই আমি জগতের সব ধরা ছোঁয়ার বাইরে

neither near nor far. no escaping.

i cannot see unless i imagine
i no longer like to imagine
it is effort. no escaping.

despite all attempt I remain unimaginable unperceivable indescribable unthinkable nothing. not nothing. not even this

face to face I see i am absent but always present even when me and my world is missing. i never appears in my composition of me and my world. I am my imagination but i is not my imagination.

i is private. Me is public present in my world always with a role surrounded by people.

Me and my world is transient projection of my imagination revealed to me by i.

i is the light that creates ever changing illusion - a reality show of my imagination. My imagination is a stencil.light projects it and I view it with or without all my senses. no escaping.

I am the author of me and my world. i is not. no escaping.

I have to see and know this. i is the easy chair I am always sitting on and hallucinating. I am guilty of imagining. fruit of my fertile mind. I have to digest indigestible. no escaping.

i is my coordinate and address of my permanent residence that I am not allowed to forget. I always see the light - i. no escaping.

i has no past present or future. they are mine.

who am I? i. no escaping.