money
and how touchy i am.
many of my muscles are pulled and pushed and relaxed in relation to money.
My incomes have dwindled after i decided not to travel for earning. My mind can do lot of thinking but my stomach and other parts of body cannot tolerate outside food. I am generally ok with my cooked and fresh food.
I have already wrote volumes on money and its impact on some people i know. Some I already have no communication. I have already decided not to visit India. It is socially unlivable. Moral degradation is seen to believe. Last night I was talking with my cousin who lives alone in Delhi, she was talking about problem of ill gotten money in the neighborhood. I said that I lived in Delhi NOIDA region for about 15 plus years. But I cannot imagine living in Kolkata even two years. The social fabric and family fabric totally shredded in Kolkata. I then told her I still remember my mother's face and my grandmother's face - they did grow old but their brightness of face never diminished. they did not earn a single rupee in their life time but they brought up their children with moral values and created individual environment without compromising to lack of affluence. They never used foul language dishonesty or resort to cursing or shouting. They did not even had financial support of their spouses. But I cannot tell the same about my sisters. I regret they never thought about values of their own mothers. On their first opportunity they lied and stole.
In America I am very close with children and through them their parents and family for last 16 years. I faced problems whenever Joya took an Indian origin child. I cannot stop her - she is addicted to money. Indians especially Bengalis are thoroughly dishonest and has no moral values.
association of money with any sensual feeling or meaning utterly falsehood. Hot Cold Sweet Bitter Mass Gravity Liquid Fluid etc. Money is never sweet or liquid. Money is not weight. Money is now magnetic bits or laser writing. However tiny they are not fit for consumption. CAUSES PAIN IN HUMAN BODY. MOST SUFFER FROM IT AND THEY ATTRIBUTE THIS TO FOOD EVENT .... NO MEDICINE CAN CURE THEM. CANCER IS CURABLE BUT NOT PAIN.
There is no relationship between money or milk. Furthermore there is no relationship between raising interest or job creation or inflation.
In India where most of the population migrated to City Jhuggis pay INR 4000 per month for one room with no facilities while whole city is full of multistoried buildings with thousands of Flats unsold and unoccupied. Bringing down wrong investment by Banks. Today INR 72 is US$1. There is no hope for INR improving in near future.
Among other illusions such as sex and comfort - money is an illusion and without any reason. Human loved to measure distance or enjoyment and whatever; and their happiness is their own creations. Money - both presence or absence is providence same as every other things and feelings and desirables. I am seeking money in my terms. The same way my mother or my grandmother sought. The presence and absence of money are both providence. Jamaibabu who could only make a shanty house when he retired. He proudly called it is his providence that he could make two houses after his retirement. Both life of him before or after his retirement is providence equally enjoyable no less no more. Looking at them - in his eyes - he enjoyed his life more before retirement than after his retirement.
Our life, my life, is providence. Money - both drought and flood are providence - is not measure of truth. I have talked with Jamaibabu for more than year everyday for about one hour - he was not happy. I have heard all of his stories more than 30 times at least. They were not making him happy. No one earns anything. Poverty is providence without rational logic. Affluence is providence without logic.
illusion is providence - gift without reason
many of my muscles are pulled and pushed and relaxed in relation to money.
My incomes have dwindled after i decided not to travel for earning. My mind can do lot of thinking but my stomach and other parts of body cannot tolerate outside food. I am generally ok with my cooked and fresh food.
I have already wrote volumes on money and its impact on some people i know. Some I already have no communication. I have already decided not to visit India. It is socially unlivable. Moral degradation is seen to believe. Last night I was talking with my cousin who lives alone in Delhi, she was talking about problem of ill gotten money in the neighborhood. I said that I lived in Delhi NOIDA region for about 15 plus years. But I cannot imagine living in Kolkata even two years. The social fabric and family fabric totally shredded in Kolkata. I then told her I still remember my mother's face and my grandmother's face - they did grow old but their brightness of face never diminished. they did not earn a single rupee in their life time but they brought up their children with moral values and created individual environment without compromising to lack of affluence. They never used foul language dishonesty or resort to cursing or shouting. They did not even had financial support of their spouses. But I cannot tell the same about my sisters. I regret they never thought about values of their own mothers. On their first opportunity they lied and stole.
In America I am very close with children and through them their parents and family for last 16 years. I faced problems whenever Joya took an Indian origin child. I cannot stop her - she is addicted to money. Indians especially Bengalis are thoroughly dishonest and has no moral values.
association of money with any sensual feeling or meaning utterly falsehood. Hot Cold Sweet Bitter Mass Gravity Liquid Fluid etc. Money is never sweet or liquid. Money is not weight. Money is now magnetic bits or laser writing. However tiny they are not fit for consumption. CAUSES PAIN IN HUMAN BODY. MOST SUFFER FROM IT AND THEY ATTRIBUTE THIS TO FOOD EVENT .... NO MEDICINE CAN CURE THEM. CANCER IS CURABLE BUT NOT PAIN.
There is no relationship between money or milk. Furthermore there is no relationship between raising interest or job creation or inflation.
In India where most of the population migrated to City Jhuggis pay INR 4000 per month for one room with no facilities while whole city is full of multistoried buildings with thousands of Flats unsold and unoccupied. Bringing down wrong investment by Banks. Today INR 72 is US$1. There is no hope for INR improving in near future.
Among other illusions such as sex and comfort - money is an illusion and without any reason. Human loved to measure distance or enjoyment and whatever; and their happiness is their own creations. Money - both presence or absence is providence same as every other things and feelings and desirables. I am seeking money in my terms. The same way my mother or my grandmother sought. The presence and absence of money are both providence. Jamaibabu who could only make a shanty house when he retired. He proudly called it is his providence that he could make two houses after his retirement. Both life of him before or after his retirement is providence equally enjoyable no less no more. Looking at them - in his eyes - he enjoyed his life more before retirement than after his retirement.
Our life, my life, is providence. Money - both drought and flood are providence - is not measure of truth. I have talked with Jamaibabu for more than year everyday for about one hour - he was not happy. I have heard all of his stories more than 30 times at least. They were not making him happy. No one earns anything. Poverty is providence without rational logic. Affluence is providence without logic.
illusion is providence - gift without reason
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