ravana

in any story villain is most interesting. unlike most others. definitely minority but then keeps the world around him in tenterhook.

my scanty knowledge of ravana is not from actual reading but from listening from others. my mother told me that he too a resident divinity. he was banished from heaven for his bias for seven incarnations. e appealed for reduction of term. he was given three terms given option that he must be very bad villain. unconquerable by mere earthlings. born along three more siblings of a demon mother who could deceive any one and father a saint. they worked hard to be evilest on the face of earth. adequately they were provided opportunity disharmonize the entire world and got adequate blessings and boons from mighties. they could not be stopped. lifetime is pre allotted and so also the opportunities successes failures and relations to be invincible. ravana had to reach out to sita direct born daughter of mother earth without any seed fertilization. incidentally his wife is mandodari, committed partner of all his evil.

it serves no purpose for me to know any further. since i too am looking for my life time as an earthling. i am told without my world i shall not have the urge to reduce my tenure. or alternatively, reduce my interaction with my world no matter how many moments am pre allotted  and every events encapsulated in them. i have no choice of events or moments or interaction. i have to see even if i am not at all interested. without any rhyme or reason all events have to occur as is and as intended.

i cannot even keep my cool. i have to suffer my excitement in event. i would remain blissfully unaware till it is detonated and my peaceful moment is destroyed. i would not go any further to observe any similarity with any fictitious character of any story no matter how millennials old and established truth or realities. it is not necessary for me since i am not at all interested in prediction or reduction of my excitement in future.

my excitement as it is i wish to digest knowing i can do nothing even if it is indigestible just now.

this moment is unavoidable irreducible excitement. silence,  i must exercise. however i do not have this option for this moment. even when i promise myself not to get excited for next 24 hours; i am not sure of my success. i cannot command my coolness. i am definitely trying hard to postpone my excitements ... meeting talking responding curiosity research reading learning ... all activities indefinitely. forever.

i pray end of my world just now without any further excitement. i continue to pray and opt for my end in silence and not getting excited if i still continue.

i am silent dead and absent now and hence no memory no recognition no expectation no intelligence and only demonstration

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