last night
the last night was a most beautiful night. i slept peacefully without worry of home. this morning i got up very late but very fresh. i was in a dream where i have my own roo away and separate from adjoining house. in one stroke so easily i could separate myself from my endless worries. all these years i have been searching for home. now i have home.
i have drowned my world! i do not know survived my knowledge of people and their ambitions and also my ambitions for them that could not realize and still hoping to be fulfilled. after getting up for a while i was wondering how this transformation was possible overnight. i do not have worries about me nw or my future. how could i defeat my world entirely without a single word for my world.
hitler could not win world. napoleon could not win world. genghis khan could not win world. how could win me my mind my world with no planning at all no talking nothing. i definitely have a strategy that works for any! it has worked for me.
last night before i retired i did not take anything to my room. not computer. not any problem. not any people. not me. not book. not time. i switched off light. i put my head to pillow and not on my hand.
before i went to my room i was reading Poet and Plowman. i have done similar work in computer and not with plow in long past and it was very interesting. but i did not have any money. money may be for any purpose but attracts lot of flies and usually does not bring benefit or realization of any plan. when i left, i left for ever and never enquired about what happened.
i thought for while if i was not born with some sense of language inherited. was i not a climber genetically to start with and blindly looking for a fence to climb and spread my imagination. i mean, i knew how man hypothesizes and starts observing. later comes logic of deduction and induction or generalizes; expectations and observations. unless there is knowledge of stars already in me, i would be knowing or seeing sky and stars. in future time none would know of stars all blinded with light.
knowledge is itself blindness and make me search for knowledge in sky. i do not see sky.
last night for the first time in many decades i did not take with me book anybody me my future my past my present to reflect. i did not take with me a medicine ~ 'if i do not get sleep, then ...'
hopefully i surrounded myself with a fortress that my world cannot trespass now. if i wish i go out and meet the world staying within my fence. i am not interested in any kind of exercise any longer. my fort is sound proof people proof ..... i am not curious of knowledge atmosphere discoveries developments or making in my world.
not now. let the world be on its own without my curiosity. my fort does not have any viewing port no human. i am cut off from universe ~ i do not know ~ senses intellect memories logic i had left outside my fort ~ no more philosopher philosophy teaching writing language
language of people of my world from birth of human and accumulated knowledge in the history of universe cannot sink truth ~ me and my silence and my absence in my world ~ it is loud and clear victory now and ever
i am silent immovable innocent purity inexhaustible impossible to contaminate
i have drowned my world! i do not know survived my knowledge of people and their ambitions and also my ambitions for them that could not realize and still hoping to be fulfilled. after getting up for a while i was wondering how this transformation was possible overnight. i do not have worries about me nw or my future. how could i defeat my world entirely without a single word for my world.
hitler could not win world. napoleon could not win world. genghis khan could not win world. how could win me my mind my world with no planning at all no talking nothing. i definitely have a strategy that works for any! it has worked for me.
last night before i retired i did not take anything to my room. not computer. not any problem. not any people. not me. not book. not time. i switched off light. i put my head to pillow and not on my hand.
before i went to my room i was reading Poet and Plowman. i have done similar work in computer and not with plow in long past and it was very interesting. but i did not have any money. money may be for any purpose but attracts lot of flies and usually does not bring benefit or realization of any plan. when i left, i left for ever and never enquired about what happened.
i thought for while if i was not born with some sense of language inherited. was i not a climber genetically to start with and blindly looking for a fence to climb and spread my imagination. i mean, i knew how man hypothesizes and starts observing. later comes logic of deduction and induction or generalizes; expectations and observations. unless there is knowledge of stars already in me, i would be knowing or seeing sky and stars. in future time none would know of stars all blinded with light.
knowledge is itself blindness and make me search for knowledge in sky. i do not see sky.
last night for the first time in many decades i did not take with me book anybody me my future my past my present to reflect. i did not take with me a medicine ~ 'if i do not get sleep, then ...'
hopefully i surrounded myself with a fortress that my world cannot trespass now. if i wish i go out and meet the world staying within my fence. i am not interested in any kind of exercise any longer. my fort is sound proof people proof ..... i am not curious of knowledge atmosphere discoveries developments or making in my world.
not now. let the world be on its own without my curiosity. my fort does not have any viewing port no human. i am cut off from universe ~ i do not know ~ senses intellect memories logic i had left outside my fort ~ no more philosopher philosophy teaching writing language
language of people of my world from birth of human and accumulated knowledge in the history of universe cannot sink truth ~ me and my silence and my absence in my world ~ it is loud and clear victory now and ever
i am silent immovable innocent purity inexhaustible impossible to contaminate
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