enemy
enemy is never dead even after death. ravana did not die for rama even having killed him. what remained is sita's chastity? whether ravana's sperm is in sita? that doubt remained with rama even after sita's death. whose sons were luv and kush? with that doubt in mind rama along with his three brothers committed suicide in the river sarju holding luv kush (stem and leaf) of durva in their hand
valmiki the storyteller and the seer the unique the incomparable
is enemy my existence, the seed that germinated to be the earthling? that seed is immortal ~ birthless deathless existence less while i suffer from preference of comfort over discomfort and varied other similar feelings ~ love hate pain pleasure good bad ... originate from society i belong or society i own!
enemy is me, my birth, my death, my life ~ my preferential feelings. can i conquer my enemy ~ my preferential feelings? is it impossible to live with both my children luv and kush ~ comfort or discomfort? is there any need to conquer my feelings or preference? why?
why not my feelings comfort discomfort and all varied kinds my own beloved children live for ever and i don't! feelings are my own and nobody else. fear is mine. courage is mine. i am the single parent. i have no preference nor i disown my children. they remain. i rather am absent. i have no wish to remain for even a flash. i pray my absence. i pray i am not relative any more. my prayers are always answered
they are durva in my soil of heart; i let them be there for ever; i depart without trace in the river of time. why not? what is my reason to live forever? can seeds ever remain after durva grows? sarju means lightening. does seed not vanish without trace? my enemy is not discomfort comfort or every other feelings i feel in opposites and have preferences. love hate. pain pleasure....same as kush is leaf tip of luv, the stem of durva grass. one is white the other is green. their mother is earth. rama could not defeat or eliminate luv kusha or his feelings. he himself departed in sarju. without trace!
sita name given by valmiki of unfertilized egg dug up with tool used for digging ~ seet! Janak turned earth while tiling earth. janak means is keeper and provider of People! turned earth sita is earth itself. she came from earth and went back to earth and remained earth always wherever. she could not be drowned burnt or blown away! Sita is earth wherever she is waiting to be mother. she grows durva and she cannot differentiate the origin of durva seeds. rama ravana or any other. it is impossible for her to know. she cannot prove her chastity in living with any other brother or friends of her wedded husband rama. theoretically or practically impossible. she refuses and she knows her place in earth is permanent and her place in the heart of humanity is left with humanity in the river of time ~ transient flashes of lightnings.
if rama is not father it is rama's failure not sita's; if we accept reasons. what is use of reason but for the sake of conversation communication or argument. rama lived for 14 years with her!
rama is fiction but ramayana or sita is real
me is fiction but my heart is real
enemy is me, my birth, my death, my life ~ my preferential feelings. can i conquer my enemy ~ my preferential feelings? is it impossible to live with both my children luv and kush ~ comfort or discomfort? is there any need to conquer my feelings or preference? why?
why not my feelings comfort discomfort and all varied kinds my own beloved children live for ever and i don't! feelings are my own and nobody else. fear is mine. courage is mine. i am the single parent. i have no preference nor i disown my children. they remain. i rather am absent. i have no wish to remain for even a flash. i pray my absence. i pray i am not relative any more. my prayers are always answered
they are durva in my soil of heart; i let them be there for ever; i depart without trace in the river of time. why not? what is my reason to live forever? can seeds ever remain after durva grows? sarju means lightening. does seed not vanish without trace? my enemy is not discomfort comfort or every other feelings i feel in opposites and have preferences. love hate. pain pleasure....same as kush is leaf tip of luv, the stem of durva grass. one is white the other is green. their mother is earth. rama could not defeat or eliminate luv kusha or his feelings. he himself departed in sarju. without trace!
sita name given by valmiki of unfertilized egg dug up with tool used for digging ~ seet! Janak turned earth while tiling earth. janak means is keeper and provider of People! turned earth sita is earth itself. she came from earth and went back to earth and remained earth always wherever. she could not be drowned burnt or blown away! Sita is earth wherever she is waiting to be mother. she grows durva and she cannot differentiate the origin of durva seeds. rama ravana or any other. it is impossible for her to know. she cannot prove her chastity in living with any other brother or friends of her wedded husband rama. theoretically or practically impossible. she refuses and she knows her place in earth is permanent and her place in the heart of humanity is left with humanity in the river of time ~ transient flashes of lightnings.
if rama is not father it is rama's failure not sita's; if we accept reasons. what is use of reason but for the sake of conversation communication or argument. rama lived for 14 years with her!
rama is fiction but ramayana or sita is real
me is fiction but my heart is real
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