logic
rational inference is that nothing can happen when there is not anything. i cannot predict unless i am intelligent enough to predict. intelligence is not enough. i need knowledge of domain. in my case, this is knowledge of my world. as if my world is independent of me and pre-existing and post existence of me.
[as of now i do not have any monetizing model to sell my thinking. i do not know if one exists and has capacity to part with bit his or her world benefitting from my world. as if my world has separate and shared existence with earthlings similar to me.]
i ask myself an irrational question.
when i am unaware of my world, who really keeps my world even in deformed existence, with parts that i am not aware of? Will my world survive without me? is my thinking necessary to keep my world alive? is my survival necessary for my world's survival? I am convinced my world existed before me! What is the necessity for me to know the world? i must not be making any difference to my world. what should i be doing to make benefit from my world? if i am not permanent here after, all the knowledge of the world is useless!
i am dependent on my health wealth knowledge intelligence ~ they are subset of my world. world may be permanent but that does make my world permanent! what teeth i have that can bite world, the permanent, to make my world permanent too?
sadly i have none. unless i am the permanent world. my world is different every time i sense it. none of the instances of my world may continue forever! i simply don't know. i know and it is not ever going to change. why not try at least to make my world permanent?
is my sanity necessary? do i need to understand any other being or communicate to keep my world alive? I am asking questions in a language however bad i may be to communicate to any other but i can reread them again and understand what i was referring to ~ my world equals my knowledge. and how faulty is my world? why my world has to vanish with me or my porous memory.
my world is instances and all of them are my memories except one ~ the just now. is it a product of my knowledge or my memories? i am certain that nothing of my world is true. what gives me this conviction? i perhaps glimpse my world always when it is not itself, the permanent. my world is illuminating me and as intelligent as me and perhaps better. it may be making 7 billion illuminations and separate one for each living earthlings. each of us having perpetually different glimpse of our world and spinning a world of my own, my world. none of the 7 billion worlds are ever intersecting! But it is the same world, the permanent one! my beginning hypothesis!!
rational conclusion for me ~ i don't know my world. i don't know any of the earthlings in my world. i don't know any of the objects of my world. knowing or not knowing my world, cannot make any difference to me.
i am certainly a fool and i alone is making fool of me.
how does it matter that i don't or do like my world? how can i fool myself thinking my world do or doesn't like me? why at all false and transient every moment has to be always? how would it benefit me? where is my root in my world?
there is something very stable and never changed ever.
i know. it is definitely not my world.
comfort? what world make me comfortable? how much it is dependent on me?
[as of now i do not have any monetizing model to sell my thinking. i do not know if one exists and has capacity to part with bit his or her world benefitting from my world. as if my world has separate and shared existence with earthlings similar to me.]
i ask myself an irrational question.
when i am unaware of my world, who really keeps my world even in deformed existence, with parts that i am not aware of? Will my world survive without me? is my thinking necessary to keep my world alive? is my survival necessary for my world's survival? I am convinced my world existed before me! What is the necessity for me to know the world? i must not be making any difference to my world. what should i be doing to make benefit from my world? if i am not permanent here after, all the knowledge of the world is useless!
i am dependent on my health wealth knowledge intelligence ~ they are subset of my world. world may be permanent but that does make my world permanent! what teeth i have that can bite world, the permanent, to make my world permanent too?
sadly i have none. unless i am the permanent world. my world is different every time i sense it. none of the instances of my world may continue forever! i simply don't know. i know and it is not ever going to change. why not try at least to make my world permanent?
is my sanity necessary? do i need to understand any other being or communicate to keep my world alive? I am asking questions in a language however bad i may be to communicate to any other but i can reread them again and understand what i was referring to ~ my world equals my knowledge. and how faulty is my world? why my world has to vanish with me or my porous memory.
my world is instances and all of them are my memories except one ~ the just now. is it a product of my knowledge or my memories? i am certain that nothing of my world is true. what gives me this conviction? i perhaps glimpse my world always when it is not itself, the permanent. my world is illuminating me and as intelligent as me and perhaps better. it may be making 7 billion illuminations and separate one for each living earthlings. each of us having perpetually different glimpse of our world and spinning a world of my own, my world. none of the 7 billion worlds are ever intersecting! But it is the same world, the permanent one! my beginning hypothesis!!
rational conclusion for me ~ i don't know my world. i don't know any of the earthlings in my world. i don't know any of the objects of my world. knowing or not knowing my world, cannot make any difference to me.
i am certainly a fool and i alone is making fool of me.
how does it matter that i don't or do like my world? how can i fool myself thinking my world do or doesn't like me? why at all false and transient every moment has to be always? how would it benefit me? where is my root in my world?
there is something very stable and never changed ever.
i know. it is definitely not my world.
comfort? what world make me comfortable? how much it is dependent on me?
- i am sane and my world considers me insane and i am comfortable or i am not comfortable.
- i am insane and my world considers me sane and i am comfortable or i am not comfortable.
- i am sane and my world considers me sane and i am comfortable or i am not comfortable.
- i am insane and my world considers me insane and i am comfortable or i am not comfortable.
i am uncomfortable ~ i.e i have to do and i do not know what ~ this is comfortable ~ i adjust to my discomfort
i am uncomfortable ~ i know what must i do to make me comfortable but i adjust to my discomfort
is it impossible to forget all that made me comfortable in my past and not try
i am too tired to try to be comfortable
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