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my mother used to say that ocean takes nothing and returns whatever given.

this property bears name reflexion.

if in case it is instantaneous then it is called mirror; and if i see all around me whatever is my composition instantly what do i call if i wish to call ~ aakash ~ reflecting me ~ what i see is Brahman

the name brahman for reflexion of me that i cannot see otherwise.

i had a teacher D Khan who usd to teach us chemistry. Every class of his used to resonate with his booming voice describing the ability of Carbon atoms often to pair with other elements or itself forming molecules. 'carbon carbon double bond'. it had two vacancies in its cockpits to pair with and become molecule of itself or some other compound. origin of relationship on the basis of available accomodation. bonding. mother child. me and my world.

aakash is mirror what i see is my compound ever expanding there is no reason it shall stop expanding  anytime in future. My world is growing and forever growing as long as i am accumulating knowledge. i am becoming bigger and bigger. ever growing mind ~ brahman

primary repository of my knowledge is my memory grey matter neurons ~ chemistry i do not know but i am rewarded at every instant with my world; and new always if i care to think so since there is no way i can see any world but what is now,  me the unknown ~  my home ~ anta man or inner mind.

do i clean my home everyday?

there is no need but my world might become very dirty and suffocating. aakash appears cloudy stormy. my world is jungle. all is because of my negligence to clean myself and not taking bath and my living with my friends and relations and becoming a very large Molecule. secret is Carbon Carbon Double Bond. result is loss of (degrees of) freedom.

i realized truly i do not have accomodation. an atom without any room in its cockpit. i cannot combine by nature. i am not reflexive. i cannot be reflected even by aakash. THE MIRROR OF ALL MIRRORS.

if there is anyone, is not that one too like or exactly me?

i would not know. what i know though aakash cannot lie and i am not compound nor can i be one however many friends i make.

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