a ghost story
i am haunted when i go to bed.
i was watching a film that of luxury and plenty and pomp that failed to keep my attention. i was haunted by ghosts and many of them. i knew that i have to live with them till they vanish. how long would it take.
i am observing me. in case my head is on the pillow then i am not so much haunted and i would sleep quickly enough. if i am pillowing on my hand then it is question of time. i may have to write for hours to rid me of my ghost. i have to rewind my future and get rid of future of infinite possibilities. i declare inaction until my exit from the world that sticks to my feet as if part of my body.
i have to declare it is okay even if i do not exit; and i live my anxiety or do not take action to prevent ill future.
i do not prevent. it is my rule. i am self certified idiot.
i am quite prepared to view ghost dance for any length of time ~ i am committed to create time as much needed for ghost dance to end by itself. soon i disintegrate. i am all lies.
i got up twice to drink water. i was quite ready to remain rebel and uncompromising. relaxed i thought i must write about my ghosts. ghosts creates my reality too as much as they create my dream. finally i sleep when they vanish. perhaps they vanish when i am well resolved to see their dance and entertain me as long as they want. i have patience to view their dance till the end.
it is about two days ago that ravi geeta went back to cleveland. only story they told me is about their house in surajkund that was demolished as unauthorized construction in last year july after SC declared so. they were given some compensation. they lived there for 12 years. now they are back to their old colony on a flat.... they may renovate or rebuild 4 flats for current occupants including the land owner.
all went well according to the promise i made. two hours before departure they visited my residence. i had nothing to show or hide. all lies.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmc-gCXeLN8
i was watching a film that of luxury and plenty and pomp that failed to keep my attention. i was haunted by ghosts and many of them. i knew that i have to live with them till they vanish. how long would it take.
i am observing me. in case my head is on the pillow then i am not so much haunted and i would sleep quickly enough. if i am pillowing on my hand then it is question of time. i may have to write for hours to rid me of my ghost. i have to rewind my future and get rid of future of infinite possibilities. i declare inaction until my exit from the world that sticks to my feet as if part of my body.
i have to declare it is okay even if i do not exit; and i live my anxiety or do not take action to prevent ill future.
i do not prevent. it is my rule. i am self certified idiot.
i am quite prepared to view ghost dance for any length of time ~ i am committed to create time as much needed for ghost dance to end by itself. soon i disintegrate. i am all lies.
i got up twice to drink water. i was quite ready to remain rebel and uncompromising. relaxed i thought i must write about my ghosts. ghosts creates my reality too as much as they create my dream. finally i sleep when they vanish. perhaps they vanish when i am well resolved to see their dance and entertain me as long as they want. i have patience to view their dance till the end.
it is about two days ago that ravi geeta went back to cleveland. only story they told me is about their house in surajkund that was demolished as unauthorized construction in last year july after SC declared so. they were given some compensation. they lived there for 12 years. now they are back to their old colony on a flat.... they may renovate or rebuild 4 flats for current occupants including the land owner.
all went well according to the promise i made. two hours before departure they visited my residence. i had nothing to show or hide. all lies.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmc-gCXeLN8
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