My Daily Practice Guide

how to earn my freedom
how to perceive reality is false or dream?
how to live forever in paradise?
I must practice and be:
least amongst leasts
forgotten amongst forgottens
last amongst lasts
fool amongst fools
beggar amongst beggars
failure amongst failures
idiot amongst idiots
poor amongst poor
illiterate amongst illiterates
ignorant amongst ignorants
lazy amongst lazies
sick amongst sicks
leper amongst lepers
deaf amongst deafs
blind amongst blinds
weak amongst weaks
paranoid amongst paranoids
insane amongst insanes
dirty amongst dirties
thief amongst thieves
naked amongst nakeds
sinner amongst sinner
cheat amongst cheats
prisoner amongst prisoners
nadir amongst nadirs
immaterial amongst immaterials
thief amongst thieves
incapable amongst incapables
bad amongst bads
sads amongst sads
guilty amongst guilties
loser amongst losers
small amongst smalls
irresponsible amongst irresponsibles
low breed amongst low breeds
bastard amongst bastards
criminal amongst criminals
heartless amongst heartless
unforgivable amongst unforgivables
untouchable amongst untouchables
evil amongst devils
bore amongst bores
harmful amongst harmfuls
bad temper amongst bad tempers
silent amongst silents
shame amongst shames
useless amongst useless
dead amongst deads
absent amongst absents
incapable amongst incapables
insulted amongst insulteds
bungler amongst bunglers
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.
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limit of limits
lowest amongst lowests 

 i am and have no mirror to see myself 
i am hopeless
i cannot expect leniency
now and only now and nothing else ~ not even luxury of thinking or denying

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