physical limit

my organs assuming functioning will be interacting with my world till each individually dead. so is for every creature organic in my world. inorganic or without senses do not sense or know of their existence or their surroundings. human have their theories for them too.

logic or intellect is ability of carries out induction on those assumed having senses. I sense people when they are present. i induct they too are sensing same as me. it may not be true though. people are present they are sensing but i am quite senseless.

i am sensing or not, i may be interacting with my environment or world even without knowledge. breathing emitting noise light warmth ... whatever emittable without even my knowledge.

my world disappears when i don't know. in a darkened room or blindfolded and ear plugged i am not aware of my world.

how much can i do for my world?

when does my world vanishes if at all when my body is or organs not functioning any more?

with my logic not working, i cannot determine my contribution to my world.

if it is possible  and if it is true that i have a fixed life and i decide not to pursue the same. when i terminate my life where does my life go? is it transferable to somebody's life. can i borrow from somebody's life? is organ donation not lifetime donation?

i was trying to extract truth from total false when nothing ever repeats. i can only assume i am doing while it is my bluff to nobody but myself.

it is always now and now is gone before i realize or memorize!

how silly is my intellect!