শেষ
i wrote on albiruni some days ago but i perhaps deleted the same; and i cannot find that. i even stayed away from facebook for about two days. i could not tolerate mis-statement made about cooperation received by india from soviet block in both atomic electronics and space technology due to indira gandhi. many do not wish to admit the same because of many actions taken by ig touching their personal life; and after her death riots of killing of sikhs in delhi. s s ray was able to delete naxal in west bengal and sikh militants in punjab. if nothing else them and the thumping defeat of pakistan and bangladesh liberation were greatest contribution from her to the subcontinent.
i wrote many sentences on al biruni's critical observation on intellectuals of ancient india who saw the creator and also solved the puzzle of creation. it was so simple that no religious development could dislodge the truth. truth is eternal and so is the creator.
wrongly albiruni observed while socrates died of his conviction that there is no evidence that star gods of heaven are responsible for events in human society; and he was sentenced to death by 11:1 judgement passed against his believe. he should not be living and spreading his belief. in fact today's bjp rss governed india is very similar to socrates' greece 3000 years ago. not so for ancient indian who wrote puranas upanishad and volumes on creator and indeed truth very precisely. that shall survive as long as there is one human in the face of earth and has ability of language and even otherwise. only necessity is intellect.
ব্রহ্ম সত্য জগৎ মিথ্যা
it is impossible to know the truth and not live by the same
it is impossible not to know the truth in possession of intellect
yesterday again i took up albiruni and started reading where i left off. it was interesting reading.
lanka ravana labanga and cannibalism. longitude going through lanka in equator connecting poles goes through mansarovar kailash - meru ujjain and origin of all rivers that created indus valley civilization. 360 degree of circle ~ 60 minutes ~ movement of sun's path in the sky in a year ~ human being anywhere in the world could not miss. INTELLECT!
i do not believe in predictability of events based on calculation unless it is weather influenced by sun and moon and not stars or constellations.
for me, illusion is illusion and there is no scope of any shape coming out of it of any durable nature. it is game of science and technology by product of human intellect. at most 20 years to know it all. civilization is already 5000 years old!
Ha! theory of illusion! all words no meaning
NOBODY IS DEPENDENT ON ME ~ MY INTELLECT CANNOT SEPARATE ME FROM ANY
all noise is part and parcel of peace ~ silence
one thing i came to realize that i am not predictable. while i also know, i am totally under control and i cannot disobey. i am defeated in every moment so completely without choice that i cannot claim any free will. i know for sure i shall never go to india to meet any of my living in laws or relations. they all have died. including those who are surrounding me. i am withdrawn from all intellects after i came to know they are my creation. I no longer like to modify my paintings any more. I am tired.
i must be withdrawn for the sake of my peace to be everlasting or absolute. i left both my canvas and brush or paint. FOREVER.
this morning i thought my end ~ শেষ ~ that is only everlasting and cannot change; i cannot go back to yesterday to my world then.
just like susanta da. i met sipra di. she cannot help but live without him. handling money and dream of future without susanta da but with daughter grandsons occupation siblings and trips to kolkata. she insisted that i go with them, only two months back. i don't know if she is still going; but then she shall be going alone. and if susanta da is still sensing or seeing. he cannot interfere or be part of any activity on this planet as susanta da.
hindus or all deads in indus valley become darkak ~ crows after death. al biruni says for a year they remain so! till perhaps they realize that there is no point to remain associated with past. there is no enjoyment.
and they cease to be a crow.
i am all and how long shall i be after শেষ ~ one year i am a crow till i realize i have no future anymore in my world. uninterruptible peace after one year!
all the knowledge i am carrying is useless. all the pleasures i know cannot happen any more.
i still shall be possessingintellect!!!!!!!!!.... i am not i ~ impossible
i wrote many sentences on al biruni's critical observation on intellectuals of ancient india who saw the creator and also solved the puzzle of creation. it was so simple that no religious development could dislodge the truth. truth is eternal and so is the creator.
wrongly albiruni observed while socrates died of his conviction that there is no evidence that star gods of heaven are responsible for events in human society; and he was sentenced to death by 11:1 judgement passed against his believe. he should not be living and spreading his belief. in fact today's bjp rss governed india is very similar to socrates' greece 3000 years ago. not so for ancient indian who wrote puranas upanishad and volumes on creator and indeed truth very precisely. that shall survive as long as there is one human in the face of earth and has ability of language and even otherwise. only necessity is intellect.
ব্রহ্ম সত্য জগৎ মিথ্যা
it is impossible to know the truth and not live by the same
it is impossible not to know the truth in possession of intellect
yesterday again i took up albiruni and started reading where i left off. it was interesting reading.
lanka ravana labanga and cannibalism. longitude going through lanka in equator connecting poles goes through mansarovar kailash - meru ujjain and origin of all rivers that created indus valley civilization. 360 degree of circle ~ 60 minutes ~ movement of sun's path in the sky in a year ~ human being anywhere in the world could not miss. INTELLECT!
i do not believe in predictability of events based on calculation unless it is weather influenced by sun and moon and not stars or constellations.
for me, illusion is illusion and there is no scope of any shape coming out of it of any durable nature. it is game of science and technology by product of human intellect. at most 20 years to know it all. civilization is already 5000 years old!
Ha! theory of illusion! all words no meaning
NOBODY IS DEPENDENT ON ME ~ MY INTELLECT CANNOT SEPARATE ME FROM ANY
all noise is part and parcel of peace ~ silence
one thing i came to realize that i am not predictable. while i also know, i am totally under control and i cannot disobey. i am defeated in every moment so completely without choice that i cannot claim any free will. i know for sure i shall never go to india to meet any of my living in laws or relations. they all have died. including those who are surrounding me. i am withdrawn from all intellects after i came to know they are my creation. I no longer like to modify my paintings any more. I am tired.
i must be withdrawn for the sake of my peace to be everlasting or absolute. i left both my canvas and brush or paint. FOREVER.
this morning i thought my end ~ শেষ ~ that is only everlasting and cannot change; i cannot go back to yesterday to my world then.
just like susanta da. i met sipra di. she cannot help but live without him. handling money and dream of future without susanta da but with daughter grandsons occupation siblings and trips to kolkata. she insisted that i go with them, only two months back. i don't know if she is still going; but then she shall be going alone. and if susanta da is still sensing or seeing. he cannot interfere or be part of any activity on this planet as susanta da.
hindus or all deads in indus valley become darkak ~ crows after death. al biruni says for a year they remain so! till perhaps they realize that there is no point to remain associated with past. there is no enjoyment.
and they cease to be a crow.
i am all and how long shall i be after শেষ ~ one year i am a crow till i realize i have no future anymore in my world. uninterruptible peace after one year!
all the knowledge i am carrying is useless. all the pleasures i know cannot happen any more.
i still shall be possessing
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