knowledge

i talked at length about machine intelligence and its pitfalls and limitations

say i am a novice driver and driving to canada to my friends' place

i am in possession of a self driving car and that is following satellite navigation system and a map

my car takes voice commands like finding a place to rest food etc.
and emergency command like slow down make to curb stop etc. when me novice driver is not feeling safe

i feel safer even when i am in backseat and see through machine's vision as well my vision

am i not better off than machine driven car on its own

i like to have some control over my destiny even if i am conducting my death

i must have the choice of my death entirely consciously depend on me

yesterday i was talking with a person who teaches in kharagpur iit now
he was among a group i hired from kgp for a project i was doing in kolkata in 1987
i was looking to connect with one ashis who was among the four
ashis was a brilliant artist
we had very bad graphic machines of 1987 with total 1GB memory
even there he used to create original paintings in black and white as well as color
i wished to find where he is now and if possible i wished to see his creations

chitta did not know
however he was trying to share with me some technology he has developed
what he called last leg of journey

you drive your car to airport and car should drive itself back to your home and garage
he said he would send me some link by whatsapp
he did send something but it is not that but something about logic circuit design that makes self correction
and i did not follow anything from the youtube link

i am retired and do not mind exercising my mind staying under my proof without making attempt to satisfy another soul

i am sitting at roadside like the porter turned sadhu
i have no place to go and i do not even get up and i have nothing to give
i do not have any sand to pick or give either if any one comes
i can only give some nonsense thoughts that may pass my brain at that time
in case anyone asks
without anyone asking they are recorded here

i live with other people
i would not like to know
i like to forget all about them
what i used to know

in the recent time i have realized
what ever i have known is entirely false
it is a heap of putrid smelling garbage
i have no option but get rid off completely and immediately
it is very time consuming shredding and burning and forgetting

i am looking for a quicker process like vaccination to protect me from perceiving my heap of garbage it is very distracting
i am unable to do what i enjoy doing most and always

do nothing ~ no talk ~ no thinking ~ no future ~ no knowing ~ no prediction of any kind

I have made a vaccination to dull my sensitivity and wall my curiosity

it is an impenetrable knowledge wall around world

i do not know what is happening in my world
there is no way of knowing
i do not have access to library of knowledge
i have no way of knowing anymore

my knowledge wall around world:

• i know
• i am absent in world
• i do not know world
• i do not know

i must do nothing no matter what
no matter what i am not looking for prosperity
no matter what i am not going to live in world now or in future
my knowledge wall is perpetual