upanishads
i am into upanishads from 1974. I read them thoroughly and they are in my mind. their written words are embedded in my mind.
i also read puranas ever since i had known alphabets. their stories i remember more than multiplication tables.
i was taught upanishad by one teacher - chinmayananda. he sounded authentic. i have seen one practitioner, as far as my actual experience goes, who is prepared for everything the planet earth can offer. he spoke one sentence saying the same. he has no need for words or clothing or protection or coverage from society or nature or calamity. he had no possession.
I had read few authors completely who were upanishadic scholar. one is aubrey menon. his every words is written in my memory. i have read all words from ramakrishna available today. I have read all words from jiddu krishnamurti. jk is certainly very original and he was essential element of my backbone. he taught me to be myself first and last. <i am solution to all problems in my life>. i also read adi shankaracharya completely. he taught advaita like a professor teaching real numbers from fundamentals. I read sufi literatures extensively. omar khayyam hafez and others and collection of mullah nassreddin....i read listened and watched rajnish or osho.
upanishads are unfolding in me for 5 decades and continuously changing me removing fears and making me tolerant and removing my needs.
preparing me for all eventualities and centering me at the core of universe
every day i wake up with a progress report of my distance from the core
am i with or without need for home
i am home and i have to be present always as i am the center of universe
i cannot quit no matter what is torture and how extreme it is
i have to bear the same till the end of universe
i have to live with me my fear impatience pain from suffering and whatever
i am root and axis of universe and physical and mental me and i remain so always and after end of time and me
i have no cover no safety no fence no support no hope no axis no place no quitting no option no drug no excuse no god no saver no conformance nothing none
truly
i also read puranas ever since i had known alphabets. their stories i remember more than multiplication tables.
i was taught upanishad by one teacher - chinmayananda. he sounded authentic. i have seen one practitioner, as far as my actual experience goes, who is prepared for everything the planet earth can offer. he spoke one sentence saying the same. he has no need for words or clothing or protection or coverage from society or nature or calamity. he had no possession.
I had read few authors completely who were upanishadic scholar. one is aubrey menon. his every words is written in my memory. i have read all words from ramakrishna available today. I have read all words from jiddu krishnamurti. jk is certainly very original and he was essential element of my backbone. he taught me to be myself first and last. <i am solution to all problems in my life>. i also read adi shankaracharya completely. he taught advaita like a professor teaching real numbers from fundamentals. I read sufi literatures extensively. omar khayyam hafez and others and collection of mullah nassreddin....i read listened and watched rajnish or osho.
upanishads are unfolding in me for 5 decades and continuously changing me removing fears and making me tolerant and removing my needs.
preparing me for all eventualities and centering me at the core of universe
every day i wake up with a progress report of my distance from the core
am i with or without need for home
i am home and i have to be present always as i am the center of universe
i cannot quit no matter what is torture and how extreme it is
i have to bear the same till the end of universe
i have to live with me my fear impatience pain from suffering and whatever
i am root and axis of universe and physical and mental me and i remain so always and after end of time and me
i have no cover no safety no fence no support no hope no axis no place no quitting no option no drug no excuse no god no saver no conformance nothing none
truly
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