where is the good?
for me Cole is a puzzle I cannot solve. He has personality that he carries along. He is reluctant to eat what his mother provides him. It has been all along his life. Now he trades this with what he wants. his definition of fun. all along he is keeping himself mum. many months ago he tried to speak mamamam etc. but now his vocabulary is 'unh'. he wants the object to be given to him. sometimes i go and spend time with him; during that time he would load me with toys to keep me busy.
one may wonder that with disaster taking place every moment on the surface of earth where is really good? unless one is unfailingly convinced about the same in every moment of one's life. even my death is good.
in adi, before time, purana talked about two forces. good and bad. however it was always to contain bad with good. why so? the force to contain bad is with the kernel of renunciation. it is supposed to be absolute and without color.
earth remains unchanged but its surface is devastated always and all the time. if good is always then it must be good.
most of the problem perhaps all its problem of human being is its thinking ability. at least for me it is so. today i got up with a dream that my brain is shrinking. for a brief moment i was sad. but then i became myself. i shall never find out even if i am without any brain and be so for all time to come.
it is best to be without brain. however i keep thinking and that too my way.
when i was very young i used to spend lot of time watching ants. they never walked row after rows but singly following another. their destination never multiple or needed changing. it is always the preceding one. the one crossing the file from opposite direction would spend some time talking. what is communicated i would not understand but it did not change any direction of following. may be current affairs or well beings or how much still left.
how correct human is able to date existence i would not know but by some manner human do date an event in the history. say a meteorite hits the earth in some place and we investigate and say the time is 1.5 million years ago.
there is a name for this. i am told it is carbon dating. very old charcoal and recent charcoal have some difference. similarly we date livings too looking at the charcoal and when the charcoal formed. charcoal can only form in earth. we cannot date moon from its rock or dust.
surface on earth is under constant change. if i am looking for truth. it is truth. the date or history of change do not make any important. though we have so many fictions. dinosaurs shall come and make same appearance in future.
dna or blueprint for earth living is a curious discovery made some time in 1950. we had a very different direction to think. i too spent about two years studying dna and related technology. recently i heard gene editing creating problems in human in china. i do not know details. i am not curious. it is also change. no matter what is the change i am not curious. i am shallow. my brain has shrunk.
however i think god is good and invariably so and always. though i have studied random variables all my life. i may not know the change but it is not variable it is certainty. i may not be able to predict when that was written before it appeared on earth surface. i am sure it could not have done and miss earth.
it is my belief though. the meteor which hit the earth when it went into motion it was destined to the surface of the earth on such and such a time on such and such place.
can i be without belief - born a human with dna and composed of cell made of earth ... unless god is neither good nor bad ... by constitution or constituents of earth
i am born in a bubble of very different kind without constituents - all bosons atoms waves rays atoms molecules whatever thought or will be thought or sensed by human stays away from that bubble
nor can they move into that bubble ~ bubble is without pride prejudice and sounds of people rather earthlings ~ anywhere any time any situation any event i am sure of my loneliness without interruption
do i have an option to god being not good or not absolute or not perfect or supreme ....not not not
it is my identity
one may wonder that with disaster taking place every moment on the surface of earth where is really good? unless one is unfailingly convinced about the same in every moment of one's life. even my death is good.
in adi, before time, purana talked about two forces. good and bad. however it was always to contain bad with good. why so? the force to contain bad is with the kernel of renunciation. it is supposed to be absolute and without color.
earth remains unchanged but its surface is devastated always and all the time. if good is always then it must be good.
most of the problem perhaps all its problem of human being is its thinking ability. at least for me it is so. today i got up with a dream that my brain is shrinking. for a brief moment i was sad. but then i became myself. i shall never find out even if i am without any brain and be so for all time to come.
it is best to be without brain. however i keep thinking and that too my way.
when i was very young i used to spend lot of time watching ants. they never walked row after rows but singly following another. their destination never multiple or needed changing. it is always the preceding one. the one crossing the file from opposite direction would spend some time talking. what is communicated i would not understand but it did not change any direction of following. may be current affairs or well beings or how much still left.
how correct human is able to date existence i would not know but by some manner human do date an event in the history. say a meteorite hits the earth in some place and we investigate and say the time is 1.5 million years ago.
there is a name for this. i am told it is carbon dating. very old charcoal and recent charcoal have some difference. similarly we date livings too looking at the charcoal and when the charcoal formed. charcoal can only form in earth. we cannot date moon from its rock or dust.
surface on earth is under constant change. if i am looking for truth. it is truth. the date or history of change do not make any important. though we have so many fictions. dinosaurs shall come and make same appearance in future.
dna or blueprint for earth living is a curious discovery made some time in 1950. we had a very different direction to think. i too spent about two years studying dna and related technology. recently i heard gene editing creating problems in human in china. i do not know details. i am not curious. it is also change. no matter what is the change i am not curious. i am shallow. my brain has shrunk.
however i think god is good and invariably so and always. though i have studied random variables all my life. i may not know the change but it is not variable it is certainty. i may not be able to predict when that was written before it appeared on earth surface. i am sure it could not have done and miss earth.
it is my belief though. the meteor which hit the earth when it went into motion it was destined to the surface of the earth on such and such a time on such and such place.
can i be without belief - born a human with dna and composed of cell made of earth ... unless god is neither good nor bad ... by constitution or constituents of earth
i am born in a bubble of very different kind without constituents - all bosons atoms waves rays atoms molecules whatever thought or will be thought or sensed by human stays away from that bubble
nor can they move into that bubble ~ bubble is without pride prejudice and sounds of people rather earthlings ~ anywhere any time any situation any event i am sure of my loneliness without interruption
do i have an option to god being not good or not absolute or not perfect or supreme ....not not not
it is my identity
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