Reverse

I am thinking of a creature in my world within my stomach who is like me whom I can see wearing his stomach or guts out but senses inside. For me none to know my nature or any details. But this creature has inside out and visible to me or anybody in my world. This creature's senses are all inside and visible to himself always nothing ever hidden. However he is totally innocent about is huts though every body knows. He would not know ever anybody to find out. He would remain innocent about his world but knows about himself. In his world nobody shall ever know about his knowledge of self.

The only creature without sorrow suffering or indigestion.

perhaps i too am belonging to a permanent world I am completely innocent and unaware of 

being born reverse inside out in it.

i can be further imaginative and assume all the creatures ever born in my world in my stomach are images of creatures from the permanent world

 can I carry out this induction any further

what do I assume next

any entity in its stomach the permanent world is

can I care for my transient world of imagination and the indigestion it is causing 

what is medicine for my indigestion

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who am I
i am absent
the only present
all is in absent me
they can nowhere else be
that includes me

addiction
I am powerless at the mercy of
my imagination of
me
presence of me
presence of others
their imagination

me me me who is permanently absent
shaming me
scaring me
punishing me

how long shall I be pretending what I am not?
Why should I be talking what I do not know?
when would I stop?
What benefit can I derive from being fraud?
What can I prevent from happening that has not happened or that has already happened?
What can really happen to me?
how can i be carried away by my belief
why should be carried away by my belief when i know it is my belief

false is false
false is never true or present
false is my belief that is never true
true cannot be false
belief is never true


there are no shade between black and white
there is no shade between dark and light
there is no shades of truth in false
there is no shades of false in truth

false disappear by touch of truth instantly
truth is anywhere and everywhere


I cannot be assuming
no matter what I have assumed
I was correct
I need never be correct

false may imply correct
that does not imply
false is correct
false is truth
infallible

false is false is an assumption of mine

truth is not an assumption of mine
I indeed do not know
there is no way to know
i am the beginning and the end of my knowledge and there is none else and nothing else
besides me

without resort to assuming i must see all as they are without any further imaginative speculation

i cannot question my absence