practice

the first time i heard gita being interpreted was by chinmayananda
i did not follow much
in one place krishna advised arjuna that
he has to be bull of the society toiling hard i silence without expectation
i thought it was a wrong interpretation
you hard for the society morning till evening tilling untillable soil in scorching burning heat or torrential rain and in coldest winter and do not even expect care and love but sticks from your torturer the society and their urban immoral children
this must be misinterpretation by Chinmayananda

today I know there is no option but to practice philosophy without raising objection
gita has said that
I have to give give give till my last breath in silence
forget about grievance or complaint

there is none but me alone
society is 110% is my creation
i cannot even come for reward if unexpectedly awarded to me

i must never be present or attempt to be present
if ever i lapse
fail in practice and open my mouth and i hear
i have to bear my punishment
it is very sever most severest kind in my word
punishment is instantaneous

i am the only one in my world is privileged and required to practice this philosophy
standing still
wherever i may happen to be i must be silent and not even looking at my tormenter
be tormented till it ends and i am freed
my tormented is the divine agent of the highest in my world
me the absolute
it never changed
it shall never change


my definition of divine joy
this is the divine joy trump enjoys every night before light breaks out
getting up from horrible nightmare fake news that peeing tape from moscow has arrived at Muller's desk and he is being impeached by the congress and senate
gop is just standing by
is that true he picks up his cell phone and checks messages from his trusted members of his family
donald trump jr
good morning president
enthused he opens his twitter
i am clean
they got nothing on me!