i turn back on me my world my knowledge

I completely turn my back to my world my body my mind my senses entire repository of history knowledge ancestors questions  answers afterwards after worlds PEOPLE Words sounds images ... events...
I am turning back forever
and i cannot look back even if i want to

my back is turned on universe all hypotheses people divine divinity powers known or unknown reasons laws ....no exception

my back is turned away from my world senses memory intellect and all the manifestations
I am face to face eye to eye sense to sense perceiving me directly
and nothing or none else
it is exactly me but absent had been missing always
without that world me all do not exist and cannot exist
the missing link
the missing block of the jigsaw puzzle

What do i see? what is my color?
black white blue green .... any color from my world experienced by me?
no

What do I hear?
is it some sound from my world I heard before?
no

What do I sense?
is it some touch or taste i felt before?
no

What do i imagine?
it it some innovative conception about me?
Am I someone I had known from my world?
Is me any that i have seen in my world?
no

I am face to face with me none but me?
yes

Am I dirty clean purest honest dishone learned idiot innocent child adult old sick sane poor rich sick healthy weak powerful robot needy hungry strong busy idle respectable or any person I had known or seen before?
no

is it empty space or not so?
no

can I get rid of that is me occupying my only home? can I do something for me?
can I ask me?
no

what do i witness? what is my nature? what is my dharma?
no nothing but reflector

who am I? where am I? what is is my future? what is my past??
I witness silence

is it not me I am seeing? am i absent or present? do i hear any sound? do I see any image? do i recollect? do i recognize me?
I am absent.

is me same as ever always? what can i think of me?
I am absolute.

is me not reflexive?
does not  me answer all my question echoing exactly what i ask?
I am perfect mirror and reflect all my imaginations.

my world is my reflection
absent when i am absent

before the mirror - absolute - i play the game of imagination - I am in my world of action
who am i - absolute or lone offspring of mirror

i have shut the doors - thinking sleeping dreaming sensing - I witness the absent

I am birthless deathless nonliving forever missing doer of all deeds inner controller without control

Can I turn back to the world I left?
Is it not an empty shell without substance that cannot exist without me even momentarily?
where can I go?
what is there to see?
Can I be upset?
Can I protect or prevent?
Can I die?
Can I know?
Can I fear?
Can I feel?
Can I lose ~ anyone anything ?
Can I gain?

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