Quick

I am not quick to learn. In fact very slow. I wished to know what I do not know. I started with me. I discovered layers of knowledge superficial. floating on I don't know and I cannot know.

I am bottomed out. the depth of knowledge is truly superficial. I can ask for and perhaps achieve in learning but its basis is I do not know. thereafter it is my creative imagination.

I love children and their innocence and they do not assume. While assume all the time. Anything I don't know I do not respect my not knowing. I get into reading exploring and looking for experience - mine and others.

No curiosity ever be end in revelation. no revelation trule end my curiosity. assumption is never and can never be real or truth. I create a color I hold it out and compare sky and the color match. does sky has color. is no color a color.

words have no meaning. love has no meaning. all meaningful words cause indigestion. digestion means no remnants no memory no recollection.

does unknown means no meaning - never seen before never shall be seen?

as and when I know unknown for certain i shall be living among unknown and never again have glimpse of any thing i know.

I do not know how can i ever know? how can i capture now that i don't know and claim as basis to know any other moment?

do i have an end ?

my canvas is unique and invisible where on visible unknown appear and disappear

is there a future this shall not be happening?

i unknown never can conceivably disappear but certainly i know would disappear without memory -  my composition - world

i am without meaning and meaning of all - I am superficial