it is raining
I have not seen sun some days now. it is raining. like mouse i am looking at every corner for some work. the other day early morning it was still raining i started investigating my sump pump operation. worried it might conk off. I had a plan to make sunroom. it is shelved since there is no inflow of money. i am not getting any remote job.
I finished reading and viewing 10 rex stout. i have got another 15 to read. off and on i read technology books or language but they do not hold my attention. egyptian hieroglyph is interesting and i might finish the book.
off and on i read myself. but it is not very interesting. i remember a mullah story, where a person comes to study in mullah school. he says by the way of introduction his list of great teachers under whom he studied. Mullah asks him, what is the result? how much of you have you learnt.
I have read me in every crevices of my mind body and thinking and my indulgences. as a result - my unknowns are not very interesting any more. i also find any conversation is difficult undertaking. there is no more experiment to conduct and no more experience to receive.
money flow about stopped. I am trying to cut down my expenses. i am trying to cut down my words accordingly. Money is sort off electricity distribution. I am not in the network.
On the front of knowledge research, I have adequately completed my studies. Mathematical Logic asks questions about prove-ability of sentences in its domain. In natural language we have questions such as WHO AM I. Answer is none and nothing. All objects or words are indistinguishable and having only one meaning - me. With this result all knowledge that of science or technology shall not discover nothing new but the same old thing.
It is very frustrating.
All machine language and Artificial intelligence is idiotic efforts. far worse than theorem proving exercise in mathematical logic.
another intermediate result from 'who am i' search is the discovery that I am nothing but collection of people. these people die and disappear. they too can be made less important by not being led by their motivation. just avoid them or simply do not get moved. vow of silence....
my family is my assumption
I need not have any dealing or aware of them no matter how loud or noisy or disruptive they are
I have tried to have hypothetical conversation with them in their belief and premise - soon I discovered that is not possible
my family's complain is that i am not doing enough - i have tried asking them who is doing what is being done - this question is not relevant at all for them - they are forever hungry that is their reason for noise
if i die it is savings for them since it is their assumption that they are doing for me and they do no have to live with me - even though I take nothing of their deeds or earning although I meet their expenditure
i cannot meet their expectations - in other words I cannot meet my expectations of my expanding universe
there is none and nothing ~ this situation shall never change except on those occasion I enforce my vow of silence no matter what
I finished reading and viewing 10 rex stout. i have got another 15 to read. off and on i read technology books or language but they do not hold my attention. egyptian hieroglyph is interesting and i might finish the book.
off and on i read myself. but it is not very interesting. i remember a mullah story, where a person comes to study in mullah school. he says by the way of introduction his list of great teachers under whom he studied. Mullah asks him, what is the result? how much of you have you learnt.
I have read me in every crevices of my mind body and thinking and my indulgences. as a result - my unknowns are not very interesting any more. i also find any conversation is difficult undertaking. there is no more experiment to conduct and no more experience to receive.
money flow about stopped. I am trying to cut down my expenses. i am trying to cut down my words accordingly. Money is sort off electricity distribution. I am not in the network.
On the front of knowledge research, I have adequately completed my studies. Mathematical Logic asks questions about prove-ability of sentences in its domain. In natural language we have questions such as WHO AM I. Answer is none and nothing. All objects or words are indistinguishable and having only one meaning - me. With this result all knowledge that of science or technology shall not discover nothing new but the same old thing.
It is very frustrating.
All machine language and Artificial intelligence is idiotic efforts. far worse than theorem proving exercise in mathematical logic.
another intermediate result from 'who am i' search is the discovery that I am nothing but collection of people. these people die and disappear. they too can be made less important by not being led by their motivation. just avoid them or simply do not get moved. vow of silence....
my family is my assumption
I need not have any dealing or aware of them no matter how loud or noisy or disruptive they are
I have tried to have hypothetical conversation with them in their belief and premise - soon I discovered that is not possible
my family's complain is that i am not doing enough - i have tried asking them who is doing what is being done - this question is not relevant at all for them - they are forever hungry that is their reason for noise
if i die it is savings for them since it is their assumption that they are doing for me and they do no have to live with me - even though I take nothing of their deeds or earning although I meet their expenditure
i cannot meet their expectations - in other words I cannot meet my expectations of my expanding universe
there is none and nothing ~ this situation shall never change except on those occasion I enforce my vow of silence no matter what
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